Monday, July 31, 2006
6:14 PM
Hey PeEpS....TodAe DaMm BoRed....KeNa HaNg By SeC 3 And ThOsE LiLtLe FrEaKs ArE DamM IrRiTaTinG....
BsK SuRe KeNa ReMbAt By ThE Sec 3.....Well I DuN MiNd AnYwAys.....I'll HaVe To PrOtEct My AdEq-AdEqs...
I DuN CaRe AbOut MySeLf As LoNg As ThEy ArE HaPpy....I Will NoT LoSe To ThOse MoRonS.....All The SeC 1 FcUkErS CaN BuZz OfF CaUsE I WoNt ChAnGe My mInd.....YoUr DaMm LuCky I KnOw FaIzAl.....If NoT I WoUld MaKe YoU SuFfEr LiKe SiTi.....Tis DaY OnWaRds,If AnYoNe BuStEd Me,I Will TaKe RevEnGe AnD MaKe TheIr LiFeHoOd MiSeRy....So DuN MeSs WiTh Me FrOm ToDaE.....ToDaE At ClAss HaD a Big FighT wIth DenNis.....My HaNd BlEed As He ThRoW a BrOkeN GlaSs FrOm ThE wInDow On Me.....HeS Damm LuCk Ms.Choy is in ClAsS And LucKilY He ApOlOgIsEd
I wOulD BeAt HiM Up If He DoEsNt.....StIll He HaVe The DiCiPliNe To SaY SrRy And NoT To CrEaTe TroUbLe With AnYonE But TeAcHers...........
WeLl I GoT To Go NoW.....NeEd Go EaT....HuNgrY Siah
ByEs ByEs EvErYOnE
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Sunday, July 30, 2006
5:35 PM
ive written sum quote todae...i dun know wat poem to write anymore....todae sum sec 1 @ssh0le come and interefere in my affairs with yana....well if u wanna know who,she is siti....shes damm bytchs...i hate her to the core....Yana and me are about to Be ToGeThEr But ShE inTeFeRe aNd NoW wE brOkE Up iNtO pIeCes....
I rEallY HaTe ThoSe B@$taRd......FeEl LiKe KiLlinG HeR......LuCky ShEs My Ex.....I'll JuS HaVe To SiT HeRe aNd WaiT For YaNa Or IkaH.....I LoVe ThEm BoTh.....Tis Day Will NeVeR EnD.....ToMmoRoW Go SkoOl WiTh YaNa AnD i CaN ExPlaIn EvErYtHiNg To HeR OnCe AnD fOr All....No MoRe MisUnDeRsTaNdInG AnD InTerFeRanCe.....
NoBoDy CaN Go BaCk AnD sTaRt A nEw bEGinNinG BuT AnYoNe CaN StArt ToDaY AnD MaKe a HaPpy EnDing
WoRry Is LiKe a RoCkInG ChAiR-iT GiVes YoU SoMeThInG To Do BuT It DoEsnT GeT YoU AnYwHeRe
TaTs All fEr ToDay
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Saturday, July 29, 2006
5:34 PM
well todae was the funniest day and sadest day....im really a sadist....i dun know why.....well im happy to see my fren faizal had a good gurfren...hope he will take care of her for enternity......well as for me?still single?
well hell yeah...i dun know which gurl should i go for.....yana already sounded me....siti still in a bad mood cause i make them both fight....its a World War 4.....it will be coming out in history text book next year.....
i hope i make a good choice in taking yana i hope so......i hope i wont make the same wrong decision agian....
but i feel sad as i broke my promise.....i hope i'll be forgived.....i know she will forgived me but i still have the consience....i dun know why...well todae i no mood to write poem as i feel really sad and happy....
well i'll go with 3 lines of poem....it goes like tis
I'll Be Your Boy
But i Aint waNna be YoUr ToY
I will die like Troy
Jus wish me luck
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
well todae i dun know wat to write again cause im sick....so demam man...i dun know wa to do....well call sumone but all not around...well i guess nothing to do jus write tis poem.....if anyone interested in any poems
please shout it out on my tag....which one ya like...im doing a voting for these poems....
~well EnJoY~
He crys alone, ontop a hill,
A scimitar, curving and bright,
You suspect he's dead but his love stands so still,
He place his hand and its jus right.
A Love and yet a curse,
A pardon and death sentence,
Yet all these tears,
We will grow into Decendents.
And I am all alone,
No one to cuddle me,
No one wants to take me home,
Jus pass me cause I cannot see.
I used to make her smile,
And rests on silken cheek,
Im loving her not for a while,
A memory held so bleak.
When she didnt appear,
I'd have nothing to say,
I jus broke into tear,
I'm sobbing all day.
She is the best gurl ever,
That's all I need to say,
her love is the highest number,
I'll give her my day.
Everytime i see her fine
i wish i could see her everyday,
It ther perfect time,
when I saw her I didn't know what to say.
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Friday, July 28, 2006
7:15 AM
well todae is borin again
i dun know wat to update
jus read out tis poem.....i'll write a poem everytime im bored and when i dun know wat to write......
His love is his famous mark,
Not one notices this skilled thief,
love make his heart so dark,
His kindess are always swift and brief
He know where she will flow,
yet with wat his sorrow hold,
and why the wind blows,
Made wretched by living and cursed in years old
For she was of my own,
To find his new love story,
The hands of hers, alone,
Was all knowing his glory
All my hearts tore apart,
It was a pure and loving heart,
It fell like a falling glass shard,
its jus so hard
Together we are lovers bright
You make the perfect bride,
your squealing with delight,
where we spend the whole midnight
Stay tuned for more poems
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
4:18 PM
todae is fun.......well at class we shout and scream...during pe was fun also....play soccer and rugby after tat....
so tired.....well todae i dun know wat to say.....
ive written a poem...enjoy it
Her name was Ikah, they said,
And told of a great storm,
thats why ur made,
your huddled to keep me warm.
Heavy hearts were had by all,
And could not believe her eyes,
When she heard my love Call,
Indeed, she was so wise.
My arms reaching for the sky,
In you I found upon my way,
Was not meant to say goodbye,
To brighten up my day.
We chatted for a little while,
And im fighting for my love cause,
Where our love goes a mile,
A sword of fire held at ease,
My love had stood cold,
You and me we pierce throught darkest night,
our love could not behold,
I will held your hand firm and tight.
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
5:11 PM
well todae had fune but in history lesson was dammb oring.....stupid joanne...teach like fcuk.....
she keep scolding me for nothing....well i said to her fcuked off and she asked me to stand...i jus stand and make the fcuked out of her.....she deserve it....ask me to stand and scold me for nothing.....i was listening in class and keep scolding me every minute.....shyt on her....luckily tis is her last day.....welll after school see missng regarding ncc...seri,naz,aliff,akmal and faiz all cabut....they will kena scold tomorrow at science lesson...so suay man...lucky i didnt cabut...but after school i cant wait to get to the bus-stop.....well while on the way,my leg is getting heavier and heavier....i knew wat i had to see....well didnt eat for 3 days now....
still dun know why i didnt eat for 3 days...im damm boring now...i dun know wat to write
as everydae goes by,im getting so afraid......i might lose the person i love....cant see she getting ditched....
and i wont let tat to happen.....i wont let shyt goes by easily.....well i will let her in my life again if she approves it....i wont give up hope...theres nothing too small to face.....well my happiest day is when she came into my life....second happiest day is when i when to esplanade with my mum and her....tat days was also fun...walk around till late at night....now i dun know why am i so keen on loving her.....i never felt like tis before....i guess
things arent meant for me to be loved by her....jus she to be loved by me....jus hoping she come back to my arms once again
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Monday, July 24, 2006
2:59 PM
well todae is fun but get scolded.....tat idiot shikin keep shouting at me and nazarie...so fcuked up....she scold us for no reason....lucky MR.Ismail was there if not i would have beat the hell up fo her....and she is also lucky tat she is a gurl...i dun beat gurl.....well i wanna tell her about hanafi has other gurl but i wasnt brave...well in the end i told her casue i dun want her to heartbr0ken and i dun want her to be a material to hanafi.....
actually i wanna to patch with her back but i knew tat she wont accept me....i dun understand why she wont accept me...well i guess she doesnt _ _ re about me....well nothing to write tis blog...jus listening to the song from dashboard confession...i want to let her in my life....i know it has been but it ended up in green.....well if she give me a chance i promise i will do anything for her...i'm willing to give her my life and my sould.....
i wont blew it....jus hope she give me a chance....
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Sunday, July 23, 2006
5:47 PM
i didnt mean to slack in my life.....i jus want to be happy.......why cant i have the live like everyone has......
after coming back from sum kenduri....sum wh0re want my number.....i rejected those noobs.....well came home earlier,found out she has a new guy.......tats go0d to hear....i dun care as long as she is happy with the person she love.......jus want her to be happy.....no matter wat,i'll stand by her side....wish her all the best...and pray hard for her happiness.....im jus sitting here writting tis blog no idea wat to write....
jus smilling and wishing every thing would turn back time and i would never be born...so my mother and sister doest have to suffer like i use to........why does i have to face all tis....why do i make sum stupid decision....how could i go back on my promise to my mum....but well i do anything for her sake....
jus hope i will fulfill my mother wish.....
Dying For The Remorseful Soul Of Her
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Saturday, July 22, 2006
1:07 PM
well todae is not so boring.....i online at 8.30am...and sum peeps were online...so chat chat chat...and nothing to do......well waitin for the person to online and she finally online...but when i came back she was off...
so sad...now im writing tis blog nothing to say.....well todae hope will be great....listening the song of hands down by dashboard confession bcuz wanna play tat song for music...and also perform in hall for the whole sec 2....wanna impress her....im getting the half of the lyrics of the song.....hope tis day will come to wild and make my heard pure...so i can perish anyone who dare to harm her.....me and asif are blood brothers....we will protect ikah no matter wat the consequences is.....i knew deep down inside i still lurb her....well she is the only one for me...i was created to care and be loved by her.....i was also born to look after her and be with her always....she and i was neva meant to be seperated......
My Love Represent You....Rose Represent Me....Your Love Represent The frenship....
Those Feelings For You Will Neba Perish
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Friday, July 21, 2006
3:13 PM
well todae was fun.....had many lesson and science class was fun also...
well same thing happen...wait for her and naz....well i was late but the bus cam early....
so me and ikah walk to skool.....very funny.....can take bus but we walk....
tat stupid gurl talk much about ikah....she want to beat her up...well.... in the end i threaten her and she got scared.....well its jus a threaten to make her stay aqay from my life and ikah.....served her right.....now i dun have to think about her anymore.....she wont disturb me anymore and i know it....well ikah and me can have my own time.....
we waited for her so long but she neva show up.....jus a talking and asking but she neva show up.......well iniside the bus i sit beside ikah and asif keep on shouting....with nazarie.....ikah and me jus sing the song with my mp3....we talk a lot about aliff and amirah....poor aliff.....
sumone else has fallen for her.....well good luck aliff........
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Thursday, July 20, 2006
7:31 PM
Well todae damm boring....teacher come but get scolded............wish they dun come more better......as usual..i came earlier and naz came late..i waited for her quite long for almost 15 mins....and she didnt even bother to show up........well east coast was damm boring......
she leave me when she saw me
well atleast she forgive me
and now we are fren
but sum stupid as#h0le come to my blog and wanna beat her up.....
well speak for urself kid....if anytink happen to her...you know wat will happen to you and i'll make sure you will get to see god very soon....
reallly soon....make sure you tell ur parents where will ya go before you beat her up.....so ur mum dun have to wrry about ya.....
freaking as#h0le....beat ya till ya say srry and beg for her mercy.....
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
4:51 PM
my teacher didnt come also.........the fu*king day eva in my whole lyf.....
i jus cant get throught it....well get scolded for cabut maths class.....lucky didnt get detention.....Mr.Ng is damm good....so lucky didnt get detention....after tat when to library at sum plaza with amirah,asif and atikah.....we read books and laugh around....went home quite late....
well it doesnt matter.....my bro send me to bed0k.......
and jus found the shyt tat she love sum other peeps
well i dun care most as long as she is happy with tat person....
may long be with her and blessed her........
im jus a fool loving a person who doesnt love me............tats a true 'SS'
imma damm crazy a$sh0le....... well i also almost got knocked down by a car becuz i kept thinking of her........wish tat car didnt stop and ran over me.......why does the driver stop anyway........
well im so messed up with her..........
cause im doing tis for her own good.........
i dun want her to lag around with me anymore.......she also has alife to lead......i cant be with her always......and she also has a feeling........
i wont want to waste her time with me.......hope she understand it.......
i really am sorry i said those things to you ikah.......i dun meant it....
its the only way u cant not hang around with me............please forgive me......i wont want you to waste ur life away......i hope you can find a better guy then i am......and if he messed up....you know wat i'll do to him.....
srry for the person ive became.......and srry about todae post
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
6:08 PM
well todae she ignore me.....same as i do....i ignore her too....well it aint her fault....tis whole crap is my fault.....boring day without her voice......and no teacher in class to teach......all teacher go course.....
better they die.........no more lesson.....all teacher fed-up teach my class...
well jus hope i can passed without any teacher.....they makes me go crazy.....still have to passed anyway....to make my mum and sis proud...
most of all make her proud.....
finally see my bro get back to australia.....but sadly he has to go back....
im gonna miss him for sure.......well all tat for todae routine....
im jus eating burger king and writing tis blog.....so boring......
hope tomorrow will be fun at PE......good day everyone......
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Monday, July 17, 2006
3:49 PM
well i have to do tis aint me?i guess i have to...well ikah..stop pestering me to update my blog and write u a testi...aint it enough 3 testi i gave you...well do i have a choice??i guess not.....so todae was quite bad dae...
rainig durin recess time,cant play soccer,got bang bang in maths class,gang fight,feels like world war 5......malay class got scolded,after malay class she left me to go home by myself.never say a word and lastly
she keep asking me to speak to mai in malay class....well my mind went blank after seeing her face....you can call me a sotong ikah...but you are the sotong....im a cat....meow.....meow......
well hope tis can entertain you people....such a miserable day......
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
4:25 PM
wow,i had a bad day.ive passed all the napfa test
but i suffered leg cramp and finger cramp
tat is so bad.i cant hold on so long.i had to stretch a lot.
long time no do exercise
i only do sum running but not all those stuff.
i got so much points
i got all straight A's for all the test
so proud of myself
but suffered bad day of cramps
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
Sunday, July 09, 2006
11:13 AM
Kau la insan pertama yang ku cintai,kau lau pujaan dihati
hatiku terbayang wajahmu yang ayu,kau la bidadari yang selamatkan diriku ini,rasa sayang yang amat mendalam,cinta setiaku pada dirimu
andaiku dapat bina istana cinta kita berdua
cinta selalu meninggalkan kesan yang pahit,akan ku merayu untuk cintamu ini,biarkan aku sendiri,biarkan kita jumpa nanti
sambutlah tangan ku jika kau mahu,tak terfikir ia akan jadi begini
kau cuma muncul di dalam mimpi,susah untuk ku menangkap bayangmu sekalipun
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
+++
| 
