Saturday, September 30, 2006
12:22 PM

well todae kinda bored....many prob...i dun knoe wat to do at home...sorta game and updating the blog and stuff...sorta dying at home...borin siah....aiyo...i m really studying hard to passed my exam...the chapters is getting hard sey...i dun understand graphs...so difficult... now im alone at home...doing the stuff i usually do...sleep sleep and study....lazy to go out...no moood...wanna go out but no company...

well tats all...update again tonight or tomorrow...cya

hungry tis fasting month....jus online and no one is online...jus playing

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Friday, September 29, 2006
12:35 PM

Damm it siah...i cant go skool todae...crazy b@stard.... stuck at home...came home late and then got stuck at home...damm...cant even call cant even talk....im srry Yana dear..cant go to skool todae...been trouble lately....
well jus read on about my life...


i was jus a lilttle baby boy when my mummy tell me tat my daddy was a crazy man and he hated me....then i grow a bit older when i knew my mum was the crazy one...you cant get away from me...you keep tellling me all these crazy things...about daddy...now i know whose the crazy one...you wanted to kill me well im boring the world to judge against you...theres nothing i can do to change the way my mother was...
im gonna put tis bullet and put it through you...shut up mother...you make too much chaos....im jus getting jus as violent as u are...bloods,sweat and Sins....you aint nothing but a $lut to me...
im killing you lilttle B@astad...cause if u dun kill me,Shady gonna kill you...now im abusing my own mother...your damm right...its like bling bling....Perhaps I was blind to the facts...i couldnt even trust my own mother..bunch of little rats....ok now im riping my own father...ohh well...tradegies happen...shut the hell up...jus let me be my own hand cuffs...

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
5:12 PM

hie hie hie peeps...wats up...im fine here...jus getting a little bit borin...
well during lesson time i fight with Nazarie...hes a damm wacko...keep talking bad about atikah....tats wat i dun like him tat much...he jus like to toy around with gurls feeling....he dare to talk bad about atikah...tats why he got the pain he deserve...althought i was hurt badly but not bad as him...he got a cut on his hand,a dirt on his shirt(cause i kick the hell outta him) and a bruise on his neck...tat should served him rite for hitting me and talking bad about atikah...no one talks bad about my adeq and frens....well i hope Nazarie learn a lesson not to messed around again...
i jus want him to change...its not fair playing with other people heart...
jus imagine his mother...is a women...and sumone messed with her heart...wat would he feel?obviously sad rite...well tats wat i wanted him to learn...dun be like my dad...i hate anyone with tat attitude...

tats all i ahve to say...nothing much more to say..jus getting borin for exam...jus take care of urself and keep in mind i'll love u always....

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
6:27 PM

hey hey hey....how r u guys doing...im jus here bored...hungry....todae in skoool was fun but quiet hungry and feverish...never tell anyone about it....tomorrow wednesdae have a big war between Ana....we will be fighting...ive called everyone in the club for the party or should i say picnic....Ana,da sec 1 step sec 1 la..jgn nk step besar....ko blom knal aku lagi...bdk da pernah masuk 3 kalu boys home tk akan kalah pada knk2 strawberry la eh....ko jgn ingat aku tk brani uat ape ape kat ko la....

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Monday, September 25, 2006
5:49 PM

todae was fun in class...we talk alot and then Mr.Choo gave us sum comments on our class behaviour...he said our class was the best class of all the class he taught...we were so prooud...he even gave us a clap to make us proud....at MT lesson Cikgu Mariah was so angry with us....So Cikgu if ur reading tis im really srry...srry for talking in class....it will never happen again....im tryin to talk to ikah at class not so much todae...cause Cikgu Mariah said not to talk to her too much...lolx...well tats all for my post todae...and not to forget
Ice_Man,condolence to ur Daughter...sad to hear she died in her 2 years of age....srry Ice_Man bro...cheer up...let her rest in peace and dun cry for her....cause she wont like to see u in this way either...no one want her to die at such a early age...
Jus be strong to urself bro...

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Sunday, September 24, 2006
6:35 PM

long time no update....very borin...and sumone has been asking me to update...she herself never update...wah sian....very bad siah...Siti,Ana is fighting with Fie and Yana...i dun knoe wat happen...well wat ever it is,im not gonna be in anybody side...im jus gonna be on my own side...tat will solved the prob better...tats all...take care...

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Friday, September 22, 2006
5:25 PM

very sian todae...second day in skool and already kene lectured by Mr.Ismail regarding the class cleaness...The Class very clean kene scold the class dirty also kena scold...very sian siah...he really like 7-11...24hrs non-stop....the mouth the Power 98 radio....but atleast he still is my for-teacher..i respect him for whom he is.....never betrayed him...he teaches me maths and moral education....even if he like tat hes still a good teacher..he would teacher a person/student untill he/she understand fully....like me...he would teach me untill i really understand...hes a patient man...but he wont be patients to noise...lmao....at Malay class,cikgu Mariah teach us and gave us paper to do...so borin siah...after Malay Class,Cikgu Mariah wanted to see me...i dun knoe why....i ask her why then she said about my hand...i was so curious...
wats wrong with my hand?im now still thinking about it...
she is full of attitude...she can change her attitude depending on the day and occasion....
well being a man isnt easy...He Would love a gurl went she is close by...he would cry went they are apart....But most of it the man wont lie....he would be sitting there waiting for her to call and kept thinking of her day and night...wouldnt miss a single day thinking of her....he wouldnt even get the much companion if she would ignore him and get him deserted...
tats wat a man would face in his life of love...if he have the power in his hand,he would make his life perfect...and he wont make it sad and dull in his life...tats why he is very challenging to make his life joyfull...if she would be there for him,he would keep returning to her everydae and night...He
would even make every confession of wrong deeds he have done...jus to make the gurl forgive him...but it all depends on the gurl...tats wat happens to me in my life....i would say i love you and how much i miss you if you're there for me...jus come up to me and say you love me...

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
6:16 PM

todae was borin dae as Yana wasnt in skool....waited for atikah at the bus stop before skool she came late...wait for her after skool she left me...so messed up...i dun know wat to say man....i went home all alone...sob sob...tsk tsk...now im writing tis blog while smoking...huahuahua...i dun knoe wat to do....well take care and see ya around in skool...peace out...
Legacy For Life

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Monday, September 18, 2006
6:24 PM

todae very sick...dun knoe wat to do...very borin...very sick....very fcuked up...i dun knoe wat to do at home...very borin...jus got a noticed...a red letter from AMK police Station...stupid letter...need to report there everydae at 8pm...so stressed siah...wat do i do wrong tis time??...

well todae didnt go skool....then received a call from Yana saying tat she wont be in SG for 2 days...very sian siah....she not at SG then me alone...im planning not to go skool for 2 days also...but i want to go...very borin seh at home without her...at skool without her....very the sad sad...
sob sob....tsk tsk....please sumone call me to accompany me while shes gone....cant type anymore...hand pain....tats all folks...take care....

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Sunday, September 17, 2006
1:01 PM

Other Gurls would come along as they always do...but wats the point when im still in love with you?i'll be trouble if u let me down...i use to make u smile,i use to make u laugh...but now it seems we are drifting each other apart...your love is like a sabotage on me...when you try to smile,i'll be the one to look at you...but i aint drifting away cause im still waiting for you....im trying to break free....i hate these days without you and your smile...i lost all my chance to say how much i love...
sumone please tell me wat to do...i always watch u pass by like the clock swing...i try to keep our relationship together but you keep making it sway far apart....you always mock the way i feel...theres a feeling out there cause i keep getting so hard to survive tis love....i hope sumday there sumone tat i can truly love...like a broken mass living on their own sad dreams...now wat am i gonna do...i havent got the slightest clue....you use to be strong...you use to be so generous....
now it seems so quiet....


Jus came back from shop then tis motherfcuker come to me and slashed my hand....i knoe tat kid....he was once Siti ex boyfren...he beat me up once and i took revenge...and now he took revenge on me again...my hand hurt so badly...it keeps bleeding non-stop....fcuk tat kid...im waiting for his apologies...within 2 days if he didnt come and see me...he would be in the newspaper on wednesdae on the death picture....well i hate to type...atikah i hope your happy with my post...i edit it long long to make u happy...are you satisfied now?...hope you are

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Saturday, September 16, 2006
10:06 AM

i think tat tis was fake...its jus too much to take...im hanging here waiting for tis time to came...im too afraid to look inside,you carry me through,you make me smile...im srry cause im too afraid to get in tis relation....i will take the time to say goodbye and make you smile...Show my Wat is life....i never meant to be tis way...i lost any chance to say...to say how much i miss you and how much i love you...i wasnt prepare for tis love you and me make....where ever life takes me i'll be in your heart...
i never thought tat tis could go so far....now im all alone....
where ever you go,you will always be in my heart...i know its hard to fall....

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Thursday, September 14, 2006
5:03 PM

jus came home...very borin siah todae got Oral for EOY exam....i cant believe it...my prob of money is almost solved...
Irah has given me cash for me to pay bback my fren...appreciate it a lot Irah...thanx..ur my best adeq.... =).....im gonna try to pay ya back when i got the cash...i was so nervous for the Oral...the teacher was my own MT teacher but i still was nervous....hahaks..so many question asked...feel so scary....but i think i did very well...well tats all..i dun knoe wat to say...
im sick and got flu....take care guys and see ya tomorrow

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
5:18 PM

todae come to skool kena lectured by Mr.Ismail and Mr.Ng....they were talking about the Class Coordination....waste my time listening to them...
jus first day of skool i already kena lectured...fcuk siah...already sick sick like want to die kena lectured...at class we had so much fun...teacher come we never study...we jus play around and talk talk....after skool wait for Yana,Ana,Fie,Hasif and Azri....we wanna go walk walk....then after walk walk we went home...i sat with Azri at the bus as Yana sat beside Fie..i dun knoe why she never sit beside me...she also neva 'salam' me...
all my adeq angkat did tat and she never...she even more closer to me...
my gurl sum more...hahaks...well i jus pulled off by tat...i jus got the urge to say to her but i dun wanna break her heart...i dun mind as long as she is faithfull to me...=)
now im still sick....writing tis post now...feeling a little bit down and hungry..and i hope Atikah get well soon...

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
11:59 AM

Well did you think you would end up all alone?Yesterday you cheered up; now your through and she said it's not because of you..You try to ask me simply why, you start to scream & start to cry then me tells you once again..She met a guy on Friday night, they start to kiss and start to bite and the rest is history, that's why this girl is not with me...sumbody tell me what the hell is wrong with me?All I Ever Had In Tis World Is Yana...
Im Jus a Boy...i aint no Toy...Jus loving to make noise..i try to show how much i dream...but i dun knoe if tis is a lie or is tis true...i jus wanna knoe the truth and no more lies..But running away isnt an answer...
There were a broken Trust...The lesson tat you taught me were never true...now i kept asking myself in question if u still loves me...
Now im Sitting Here Having a God-Damm Fever...I try so hard to get well but i still cant...im surprised My sickness Surpassed my Life..
jus hope i can get to skool tomorrow...

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Monday, September 11, 2006
6:33 PM

Very boring todae man...after skool got Art exam but luckily the teacher didnt come....but still i do my art seriously...after finish my art go home with kah theng and atikah...we passed up the art work....i still dun get it why im sick...it has been 4 days i sick...i think i miss her a lot...tats why im sick...I really miss Yana a lot man.... long time never spent time with her.....i think i miss her tats why im sick...
well i jus hope to get to spend my time again with her and passed my art exam as i want to finsih my dateline todae,tats all folks take care..

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Friday, September 08, 2006
6:16 PM

.:jus cam back from court...all becus of stupid attitude...
i wish tat tis never happen....i want to make her my bestfren...but i did
achieve the goal...now the prob is she trusted me too well...try me to get into me...but she trusted me too well...even atikah wasnt able to understand me tat much as she did....she will call me up every 2hrs...
never fails...everytime the mins went to 45 she would call me up and ask me how am i doing...tats more then enough to make me talk and trust her....but how if she had fall for me...i dun wanna to add to anyone probs..they had enough prob of their own...especially atikah...she had more prob then i do...jus tat she doesnt show it...i really appreciate her help though....

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Thursday, September 07, 2006
1:29 PM

i think i stab myself at the back again...
i dun knoe wat to do man...
feel so messed up right now...my heart is feeling uneasy...
i dun knoe why tis is happening...whose to say and wat theres to say....and wat to say?....i dun knoe why must tis happen...
now im bored....waiting for my members to send their cash to me...
still got 17 billion to ganked..more members to be ganked...cheating is part of me...liar is the best of me...Stealing is yet to be the great skill of mine....i jus wonder wat if these came out bad...
Justice Will Never Fall...you Are Never Alone if your with me...

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
1:00 PM

todae was fun...wake up early then irah online...we talk talk then she log out...then my fren and i talk about Steve Irwin poor him...
he passed away yesterdae...so as a sign of respect we all place the turtle on our msn nick...long live Steve Irwin....make god bless you...you have shown us how reptiles work...too sad then youve been pierced by a stingray...i never thought you would die fliming...you did the show because of us and now u die because of us...you were a daring man...a good father....you will be the one god bless...Srry To all Steve Irwin Family and Relatives...

Im Now sitting here...Listening to Eminem New songs...
Cry Here,There They Go and Commercial Show...eminem is now broke since most people isnt buying his cd...infact they burn it and make make fake of it...so im pleading to you people dun buy pirated cd's...as a fan of eminem im buying the original one...so you people please buy the original one if ur a true fan of the singer or band...
tats all
i need to finish the grafitti of Atikah,Irah and other of my adeq name...
took soo long to write atikah name on grafitti...since yesterdae morning at 3am untill tis morning at 6am
so tiring siah...but its still worth it...gonna continue back after i ate my lunch...take care all
byes...
Nash Ace

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Saturday, September 02, 2006
5:01 PM

todae was freaking boring man...i didnt go out..then i seems busy only at home...tired of these excuses...i jus wanna step on these peoples who boss me around...i wanna find my own true self...i wanna change for the true...and now ive found the true side of me and the true person whom i love...i love Yana the most and i cant bear to leave her...shes the onyl one for me and i want to be with her always.....and somone is jelous cause im not giving much attention to her...well its not tat i didnt give much attention to her...i had my reasons...i dun want to be a gooseberry in the relation....sum more tat kid already hate me for whom i am...the gurl guys is already had a cold with me...and i jus ignore wat ever he says...
as long as i know im the one who didnt start tis....now the words seems clearer....let me be straight to the point...
Ikah your the person...tat im talking about...srry i didnt give ya much attention but i have a cold with Hanafi...i didnt wish u to know about it..but i dun care cause i know ur be jelous as i didnt give u much attention and im not so close like before...i didnt want Hanafi to fight with me again...so if u wanna know more about Hanafi u ask Faizal...
he knows about Hanafi...im afraid if i tell ya,you might get the wrong idea...
so im Staying away from you as for now...im giving my 85% attention to Yana 5% to my fam and frens and 10 % to Ikah...so tats will be it...

take care and good luck in everything you do...i'll be here watching and waiting for you....just drop on me if ya need me...i will always be there to guide you and accompany u along with ur life..
jus remember there will always sumone as a Guardian for You....
Tat person will be me

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Friday, September 01, 2006
6:43 AM

.:NeVer Go SkOol AleRt:.
weeeee...todae i never go skool siah...very un fun....i didnt go skool then hang out with Iskandar,Naz,karim,Hasif,Ana,Yana,Siti....we all go to their primary skool....we see concert....then Siti got jelous cause i sit beside Yana inside bus and the she get more Hot when she saw me hugginh Yana and hold hands....HaHaks...lolx...she then ignore me,i try to persuade her but she kick my leg instead...so i went up back to see the concert...we laugh so much at the concert...those lilttle kids were damm cute....they were dancing away...all were like germlins...hahhaks...i feel like going there and give them a hug...so cute siah...i think all of them are from primary 1 and 2...they were so funny and cute...after the concert we continue to go to Hasif and Iskandar skool....Ana and Yana left before going to Hasif skool...theY wanteD to Go H0mE....so after going to Hasif skool i went home...so tired siah...i slept then after a few hours i woke up as i need to go out...so borin man...my bro has finally come back from Australia...he went there to study and now hes on vacation...so great...
now im writing tis on 6.53am fridae...todae i need to go to AMK MRT station as i need to see Ms.Wong...regarding NCC...very fun man..can see Karim,Iskandar and Nazarie again....woots..hahahaks
tats all...i will update on todae at 6.30pm so stay tuned to find wat happen on Fridae 1st September 2006....

Nas signing out

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