Tuesday, October 31, 2006
4:05 PM
wah sian la...todae sick sey.....messed up yesterdae....sick todae...tomorrow shaheeda ask me out for raya....with 2n1 guys...dun knoe to go or not....no idea wat to write....so if ya guys miss me jus check out tis song.... seize the day...it will remind me.....tat song is my heart and soul.....please sumone come to me and comfort my life...i felt so miserable...no one would comfort me.....i wish i was long gone....i need sumone by my side....but there arent anyone by my side to guide me along since she left me....
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Monday, October 30, 2006
5:33 PM
todae early had gone to skool...send the form for next year course...i dun knoe why i still have the time for tat...while at wlds interchange met Siti....haha,bad day....walk to her with skool...cause she wanna go out with Yana...then Siti went to Causeway without Yana cause Yana had to stay longer......i joined Sit as i wanted to eat breakfast also....eat at Macdonalds....then Siti went home...i still taking a stroll in causway...looking for sumthing...i still need to find a hp and buy a prepaid card.....wah sianz la....now at home very borin liao....got accused tat i patch back with Yana...so wats the prob?even if i dun patch with her wats gotten in ya guys?she and i cant be closed frens?not even frens?who the hell are you to control my god damm life?
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
12:13 PM
todae early woke up liao...need to pack pack pack pack......i cant belive it im really going to Aus tis fridae....idiot la....srry atikah...i really dun wish to hurt ya...but i really must go....but i will come back in time for cikgu mariah open house....i'll try...jus dun give up...i'll surely come....srry if i ever dissapoint ya...and congrats ikah u go to express....i hope our relationship will still be the same even ur not in acad....i wanna l0ve sumone tat l0ve me...cant imagine life without sumone tat cares for me....i hope i can enjoy living there....without frens and ikah....
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
4:15 PM
todae was very borin...dun knoe wat do to...at home very sick and tiring...jus came abck from hospital and Yana ask me out...dun knoe la....tis mondae she wanna see me...wah tiring liao....i hope mondae comes a better day....i wanna go skool cause borin....i very dead tired...
Deaths always befall upon me....i break myself in silence...Death doesnt choose the place...it choose us...and if ya choose your destiny...choose it wisely...your you can bring yourself down....jus pray to who ever u pray to tat it can bring ya wonders....i aint the perfect guy u ever dreamt of...
keep your frens close...keep ur enemies closer....you dun knoe whom might stabbed you in the back...jus like Sam did to me...
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Friday, October 27, 2006
2:55 PM
todae was very boring...quiet sick....always sick la...hahaha....at home nothing to do...my idiotic mother always go out...go to hell la..she never cook...came home at 3pm...then she sleep..never cook...i have to eat my ownself outside...waste all my salary...now my fcukin idiot mother shouting about me wasting my money...well shes an idiot..she never cooks...and shyt on me...fcuker assh0le....im going to send my form tomorrow for sec 3...go to hell if she never sign....fcuk offf arh...she never sign i aint going back...im going to stay in SG and dun wanna go Aus...fcuk her off...watever she say wont get me pissed....im going out now....fcuk off with you MUM!!!!!!
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
3:57 PM
todae in skool was quite fun in malay class only....we laugh a lot and talk talk in the class with cikgu mariah....tis sundae going over her house....next week i mean....then i went to SP with faizal and hadziq....azuwan and amirah didnt follow cause they wait for shaheeda at 353.......then at SP we walk...faizal wanna buy black spray dye so he can take his report book....he crazy siah...dye before skool close....then i buy my perfume for $84.....beside KFC....use my salary....i dun have hari raya money cause i never go anyone house tis year.....i left only $35.......i quit my job and dun wanna work anymore.....i dun knoe wat to do sey...very idiotic....now looking for sumone to spend with me tis fridae walk walk anywhere arh....very boring....
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
4:43 PM
todae i freak out...didnt go skool...i need to make my god damm ez-link card....dun wnana make it go busted again in the machine....and i need sumone to spend my hari raya with....please sumone spend my hari raya tis fridae with me...im feeling loneliness at home...cause theres no one to spare their time with me...kid and troy went away for holidae in KL....why they go never bring me....maybe because i was too busy with my design while they are gone....if i follow them i wont finish my design there....sob sob....im dead borin tis year hari raya....please sumone spend my hari raya tis fridae...call me if u want to spend my hari raya together
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....no idea wat to say...im freakin bored...tis hari raya no one celebrating with me....not even my mum....she always busy....she only have time for tis thursdae....thursdae???!!!well tat aint taking long for an idiot....who the hell wanna celebrate on the 3 day of hari raya.....well who the hell cares..it always like tis every year....maybe last time im celebrating tis year.....good luck to everyone tats getting their result thursdae....
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Monday, October 23, 2006
6:06 PM
.:Lovers And Frens:.
Dont you asked me....please ask somebody else....dont tell me...i know how much you miss me....i wont be the victim....i'll be the first to fall....dont let me to be somebody else....lie to me about yourself cause i wouldnt care...my love destination is always so cold....all i could say is goodbye to you...it isnt supposed to be like this...torn apart my heart out with blood....why you always tell me what i dont like to do....im trying to find somthing out there that makes sense....while i keep feeling so tensed...you are my source of this sorrow life.....its just fate you and me were brought together....goodbye my trusted fren...i wont be seeing you again....cherish and treasure the tim we spend...i'll look back and make sure you wont fall without me.....life stills goes on without me...save your tears for someone else and not me...dont let those tears fulled your eyes...i cant help myself but to let go....i cant be the ony loving you...your the only one tat i had....i cant stop lovin you...lets jus give up tis frenship...cant stop dreaming....i never said we can always be together....i cant hold on much longer without myself.......but i will never come back...never coming back....i remember how much you care for me on top of my heart....all the things you never told me...all these smiles you never showed me...the last thing i wanna see before i be gone is tat you were in my arms...i'll leave myself after death...cause you can tag along...there wont be any guide or anyone there for me....i'll be laying here...tears will stroll down....nothing to say...being so numb causedeath can never talk nor pity.....this is the end of me....i hope you can let it go...you and me know tat tis day will come...but i never expected it to be too soon....
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woah todae kinda bored....jus got home from the stupid place...worst nightmare u ever know...its feel so dark in there...u know wat i mean....
todae not fasting cause i need to take medication....if u dun knoe wat its for then dun ask...if ya know then keep quiet...well i was at home the whole dae...sitting there...waiting for every damm hour to take my medication...such irritatiing....Ina i know how u feel also...its wierd to take medication everydae....its feel kinda akward...lmfao...nothing to do...play gunbound with batrisyia and doing design with troy and kid under my block tonight....and going out with troy to orchard....tomorrow skool already...wanna get a piece of nazarie...
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
4:54 PM
A loT of pEople asKeD mE,StuPid fCukinG qUeStiOn....A lot of people think tat when i Say suMthiNg.tat i actually do it on real life... or believed in it...what if i say tat i wanna kill somebody,tat i actually gonna do it or believed in it...you believed tat,then im gonna kill you...cause u know why?cause im a criminal.....and you cant be jus like me...cause im the real deal...follow me and do exactly wat i says...dont grow up and be jus like me...being hit by my own father....kicked by my owned mum....mother are you there?i never mean to hit u with tat chair....im srry...i love you....im gonna make u a nation dog....stay the hell outta my sight...i jus dun knoe when to quit these fights....its not up to my likes....if ur scared leave my sight....even if im right,im gonna keep quiet....dad im gonna destroy ur life...destroy ur wife...destroy ur kids...if u messed with mum again...you cant stop from all these smart people...cause they are retards....do you have any clue wat im going to do?i had to sit back with my back on these jail walls....i deserve it after provokin and hitting my dad over the court room....its as easy as cake......but its very difficult to make....cause im the only regenade....im not afraid of doing anything...not afraid of saying anything wats on my mind....im a god damm regenade....if you hit me,im gonna lift u dead....you can call me watever u want homies....cause i dun give a fcuk....all i know tat tis is the way i am...
Theives In Suits
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Friday, October 20, 2006
5:06 PM
kinda boring...im still sick and hari raye is coming soon.....i got no worries cause i aint going anywhere....my mum is always busy and i cant go anywhere for hari raye...i dun get much attention lately....my mum is busy....now im busy...i think hari raya im going to spend my day and moments only with my fren and my beloved sister...tats all...dun think gonna spend time with my mum...she always been busy...my stupid dad hasnt call me since...i think he die already...tats good if he really did....im glad...hate him for who he is.....ditched me over sum idiot and didnt even call me nor see me...go to hell with him....getting my pay todae and stop working alrready...go to hell with work...maybe im going to repeat tis year.....even if i do who the hell cares....i think wat Troy said was right...im a sorrow soul and will always be one....and if i come to skool tis mondae...Nazarie is going to be a minced pig...im going to get him for way he did....he scold me foul language and provoke me....i dun knoe why he did tat for...when i didnt come to skool he dare say tat...when im in skool he didnt say anything...such coward...Nazarie is beggining to change tis attitude....well tis mondae im going to talk to him...and if he raise his hands he will get wat he deserve......
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
6:05 PM
todae kinda borin...no one online..didnt go skool...jus talk to ina about sumthing stupid...she is sick...well adeq take care of urself..nothing much to write cause being busy....well tats all...take care..
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
4:25 PM
i passed 5 subject in EOY....i hope i get to sec 3 next year...dun knoe wat to write...hes sumthing to spice up my blog...a good song written...
A True Story About Someone Dying Soon
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost.It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time.But I'm too young to worry .These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past.I found you here, now please just stay for a while.I can move on with you around.I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done.We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you.I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time.But I'm too young to worry.Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost.It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over.Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in.No longer needed here so where do we go?Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?But girl, what if there is no eternal life?I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time.But I'm too young to die.Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost.It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over.Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here.Please tell me what we have is real.So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?So I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see.I beg don't leave me.Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost.It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over.Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here.Please tell me what we have is real.Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day.I stand here alone.Falling away from you, no chance to get back home.I stand here alone.Falling away from you, no chance to get back home.So on my own I feel so all alone.Though I know it's true....
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
3:57 PM
todae kinda borin in skool....at class same thing sleep again...and then get banged on my head while sleepin....nazarie threw a paper ball and hitted me...it was supposed to be aliff....haha...then after skool went home with Irah take MRT and Karim....i stop at yishun as normal....wait for Kid...as she was late...kid always late...haha...srry kid...and kid im srry i cant accept u mate...ur age and mine are two different world...you are 18 and im only 14 sis....i can be always ur lil bro and i cant never be ur boy...im srry...now i know why u always send me home with ur bike cause u had a crushed on me...im afraid tat it wont happen kid...if ur reading tis im really srry kid...i knoe u are reading tis...please forgive me...i can never be with u...i will always be ur lil bro and it will always be tat way...its not the matter of ur not pretty...u very beautiful and i like ur baby face but i cant accept u because of ur age...hope u understand....im really sorry...and hope u can always be my sis...well i dun wanna talk about it...and before i forget...good luck to everyone who is participating in floorball competition tomorrow...including u ikah...i knoe ur sick but do take care and enjoy urself tomorrow...make me proud adeq....
tats all peeps...kinda sick also...had a major headache yesterdae and todae...stupid haze....all the best in the competition....Peace Out
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Monday, October 16, 2006
3:24 PM
todae in skool was fun....sleep the whole lesson....kinda bored....i passed 2 subject and fail 2 subject...tats not too good nor too bad....well jus now after skool went home straight...wait for atikah with irah...she didnt come....then jus went home...drop off in sembawang mrt station...took mrt...see Kid in Yishun....walk around with her then she send me home...
at yishun mrt there is tis gurl looking at me and i smile back at her....she fell down the stairs....hahahaha....so freakin funny siah...she fell down with a big noise...she very paiseh already she ran off...haha...too bad siah...i got a big headache man....stupid haze....kinda stupid haze...getting everyone sick including myself....when im gonna scream i'm bringing the whole world with me....im so sick of these borin day at skool...hope tis wednesdae it wont be the same....cause have many activities....we have floorball competition...sure damm fun....if not fun i dun knoe wat to say....
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
4:02 PM
todae was borin...nothing to do...early in the morning when im online no one is...then go to sleep back without turning off the comp...jus sleep and let the way it was...then after noom woke up...see no one is online again...then say Ina online...play Gb with her then talk after tat she went offline...i also had nothing to do...updating my blog and edit my frenster profile since had broken up and had not edit it a few weeks ago...now updating and playing King Of Fighter game on comp...kinda bored...no good challengers....well tats all...had nothing to say....take care people and see u guys on mondae...good luck fer the exam result....
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
6:57 AM
todae was damm good day...in the morning atikah was sitting on the pole and i push her...hahahaks...she almost fell down...lucky she was quick to grab my hands....cant stop laughin....she pinched me after tat......tat was sum funny stuff.....atikah im srry arh..had to post it cause its damm funny....and we are off to Singapore Expo....at there we had so much fun....i took picture with my adeq cristy and my bro kah theng...nice picture guys...=)
then Nazarie keep asking me and Cristy to get him tis gurl Phone Number...i was so frustrated....tat gurl wasnt even a good taste...no offence....but i dun really know tat gurl either...there was tis gurl keep irritating me...she keep smilling at me and i was frustrated...lucky cristy was there....i walk with her so tat gurl would be jelous and walk off...well she did in the end...thanx cristy.....inside the bus got nothing to do jus sleeep with kah theng...we all were tired....then went home after tat...kinda bored going home early....now here updating and talking to my sis....she also gonna sleep same as i do...take care guys and sleep tight...ouh ya before i forget...Congrats to Advan and HKS for winning the Design in Expo yesterdae....you guys were great...although We did not won but we lost Fairly.....tats all peeps...take care and sweet dreams...and also good luck in whoever taking part in Floorball..like urself atikah...see you in the Match...hope you will do me proud by winning....
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Friday, October 13, 2006
8:31 AM
We used to be together...Everyday together always.....I sit and cry...Not a moment goes by...Dont leave me cause it hurts..
Todae kinda bored...no one online...only atikah(2N1) and Atika(1N2)...both same name...hahahaks...kinda bored...finishin my design for todae...tomorrow need go skool...lazy man...but tomorrow can see cikgu mariah...hear her talkin again in malay class...hhahaha...but later she lectured aiyo...die die liao...hahahak...no offence cikgu...Im getting Sick of the day....very borin....no ones talkin and feeling alone...mums always busy...wanna spend time going
out with her also cant now...well i guess i have be independent...wanna work but its all afternoob shift...wanna take morning shift but theres no morning shift...all 12hrs...aiyo....i need money to buy myself sum clothes...cant bother about my mum...she already in debts...cant ask her for money...need be independent and buy myself clothes...well i dun know wat to do...tats all for todae...still need to finish my design...take care guys...see ya tomorrow...and Kid dun forget todae at 8pm...
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
3:59 PM
todae paper science was a bit difficult...i didnt read the question and i do all 4 question...i thought must do all but i must choose 3 only....aiyo...wasted so much marks....kinda bored...after skool went home straight cause need finish up my drawing before tomorrow...Design Quest Tomorrow At Expo...hahahaks....after tat need to to go Kid home and take her Design....she took 80 Design...and only me alone carry it...aiyo...Kid why u trouble me...hehe...srry Kid if ur reading tis...hahahaha...well jus hope TRD and Blitz win tomorrow...
Hady Dun Forget to Come tomorrow...I know ur busy la but please come leh...we all miss you...hahahaks...miss as a fren arh....well tats all...and good luck to all competitors for tomorrow...Blitz,TRD,Yamaha Club and Others...All The Best..
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
3:50 PM
Now i understand...i cant fully trust tat person 100%...even tat person has done a lot for me...i still cant trust him/her 100%...now im really wounded badly deep within me...theres no one could hear my scream...
i dun knoe tat he/she would backstabbed me in tis way...Never had the thoughts of her cheating on me..the idea never came across my mind about getting shyt outta myself...now im furious....i laready had enough trouble in skool...sum sec 1 wanna take me in their 'bdk baju'quite lame...well after my exam me,Is,Karim and Hasif went to see tat kid...he talk to us like hes the biggest...then we say we wanna solve it better way since we dun like it...he talk to us rashly and hit us with sum sort of vulgars words...well i was mad...but i silence only...i dun wanna talk..if i talk it would be bad for him...i couldnt take it when he raise his hands on Iskandar....i shouted at him...when we wanna go home,we saw sumone looking at us...well we jus say hi and leave...dun wanna get into troubles...tat kid left and went for his exam...we dun wanna disturb him since he was taking exam...lucky it was fasting day or i would have shouted on him..dun wanna waste my breath on such kid...
Just Hope Tat Person Who Make Me Angry Would Say Srry Before I Change My Mind and Ignore Him/Her
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Monday, October 09, 2006
6:11 PM
.:Maths paper was hard...i didnt know it would be so hard...i thought paper 1 was easy...but it turn the other way round...well my art was brilliant...but the rocks were ugly...i hate the rocks...cause my water colour spilled over the paper and had no choice but to colour them randomly...well jus hope i would passed my art...im depending a lot on it...please let me pass my art and i'll be happy...and let me pass 5 subject and i can be very very happy...jus hope tat my MT i pass also....cikgu mariah you said most of us failed paper 2?wah so sian...hope i can pass tat paper sey...very pitiful if i fail...and cikgu dun forget to tell me my marks for paper 1 before fridae...heheheks...and cikgu tk abis2 kuar ngn members...tk kuar ngn saya and atikah...hahaks
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
5:31 PM
wahhhhhhh....borin day at home...study maths..tomorrow maths paper...so sian siah...well i dun understand maths graph...others all i know...but cant remember the formula...lmao...need study hard...if i passed paper 1 then paper 2 i can ease my mind a bit...a bit only....then finishing up my art...wah so tiring need draw art...pain siah hand....well i dun noe wat to say...why cikgu u not online?aiyo...hahaks...well all the best to whom is taking maths paper tomorrow....good luck...and stay focus.....
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
2:16 PM
Life Has No Happiness....Hopes Means Nothing...Faith Has Nothing To Do With It...Courage Is Left For Me...Now Im Standing Here Guiding My Mum By Her Side...Without Her I Wont Be Standing On My Legs...She Gave Me My Life,I Have To Give Hers....Show Some Remorse Attitude..I'll Jus Lay Low For The Moment...Now I'll Be Here Always By Her Side...I Will Never Forget The Tears And Sorrow You've Been Through...I Promise I Wont Let You Down...Sumtimes Is Hard To Be Yourself...I Know Tat It Aint Easy To Fake Whom You Are...
I Wish You Could See Through Me....Call My Name And Save Me From These Darkness...When Im Wtih You,Theres Nothing I Cant Do...Help Me Filled These Emptiness In My Heart...Ive Got To Open My Eyes To Soar...The Way I Hurt Myself Jus To Take It Back At You...Without You My Life Seems So UnForgiving....I Wont Jus Walk Outta Your Life...
Cikgu Mariah...thanx a lot for giving me hopes...ive Faith in myself now...
i promised i wont let you down,my family and anyone whom cared for me...tats my words...and i never go back on my words...i appreciate your concern...I'll bear those words in mind...Theres Nothing i Can do...Let the past be a past...look forward,theres always a better tomorrow...Start Afresh....Learn From Your mistake and never repeat it...
Ps:Hady Dun Drift Apart From Us Bro...and dun keep urself busy....
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Friday, October 06, 2006
3:41 PM
all my dreams and hopes were gone....everything and everyone tat i love was gone...nothing left foe me...all the day seems dull...nothing i can do to change the past cause its already done...it doesnt matter as long as you show some remorse....now i realised why u came into me life...it was only a dream...the words u say was never true...i find myself guilty by association....why must my whole heart become so numb?maybes it because im dumb....i need a miracle cause i want u to be my gurl...no where ever i could do to let u be mine...i was hoping you would ask me to stay....but u kept quiet...so i seems and presume u dun want me to stay....
all i know tat its the most stupid thing to be loyal to you...but i'll jus be loyal to you and let the dreams and old promises past...i jus want to feel confort with life...i still aint got the courage to understand tat you left me...even if tat so...i still wont hate you and i will love you....please let me have another chance to prove my love...jus hope you can take me in and be the only one for you.....well i hope
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
2:48 PM
Wah History so damm hard sey...i dun knoe wat to write...i wasted a few marks...i thought i need to say why the ship sank...but its actually wats the name of the ship...so sian...wah...stress stress...already had fever and headache in the morning...still come to skool...force myself...wah sian sian...nothing to do in skool...after exam straigh away went home...cause i dun knoe wat to do...Faizal ask me and ikah to go to SP but we lazy...i went home and straight to bed...now here updating and no one is online...so borin...gonna sleep back again and study at night...wah sian sian..tomorrow literature...and Homec...woah..jus hope i can passed...i dun knoe how to say tis but i kinda sorta not have confidence in myself...oh ya...and tomorrow is gonna be bashing time...after literature test..we gonna saboo nazarie..its his bdae...hahaks..rembat abis abis...tk kasi chance...huahauhua...Cikgu kalau nk join jumpe kite kat cosmix lepas literature nye test..semetara tunggu Homec kite rembat Nazarie..hahahaks..mati ko besok...
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
3:11 PM
todae was fun in skool...after the exam we went to cosmix...the N3 student make a lot of noise...we were so messed up...i left the cosmix and go walk around in class..then nazarie had a spar with hairie...so funny sey...nazarie fall down...hahaks..well after skool went home with Yana and Atikah and Nazarie...we at bus laugh laugh and make a lot of noise...went at causeway we seperate...i went home staright...well tats all..Cikgu Mariah!!!where r you?why neva ag my blog again?....dun wrry i will pass my mly...
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Monday, October 02, 2006
6:01 PM
...todae at skool fun...Malay Lesson was the best...Cikgu Mariah keep giving me Hints...she keep talkin about family and love...well Cikgu i know ur reading tis...so please dun be too happy...you see my blog man...where u get it from?aiyo...big headache...i knoe la cikgu..saya tk akan abaikan pelajaran...saya akan ingat pelajaran...itu adalah sgt penting pada saya....saya letakan cinta pada tingkat kedua...saya tk akan gagal...saya harap saya akan lulus dalam markah yg cermelang...saya akan buat cikgu bangga kepada saya...im srry kalau saya buat cikgu marah...i'll try to passed the peribahasa...i hope i passed tomorrow in malay paper...jus have confident in urself and anything can happen...
Cikgu thanx for the encouragement....Cikgu telah byk bantu saya catch-up..saya telah byk ketinggalan dalam pelajaran...thanx for not giving up on me...appreciate it...even if i passsed,i have to thank you with biggest gratitude...jus hoping i could passed all my subject...but i dun want to be in top 15 for whole NA..later need to study Express...very stress siah...
now updating tis blog and studying...study wat?peribahasa and surat tk rasmi la...very tired sey...study tis since i came home...wah...5 hrs study...never study tis long before...still need to do my art...well no time to update long long...jus wishing everyone all the best for tomorrow paper...pray to god tat u can make it and you will make it...
Just Belive in yorself and anything can happen...i learn it from sumone tat never given up hope on me...other then atikah...its the person tat read my blog secretly...heheks..you know who u are...take care everyone....peace out...
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
6:21 PM
...thinking about wat to do todae...well i gt nothing to do todae...jus chillin playing game,updating blog...cooking...jus getting boring,Yana sis email me at frenster saying about stuff not to toy around with Yana and Yana priority...well i always respected Yana decision...i will always respect her decision...and i will never betray Yana...cause she will be the one i'll keep in heart other then my adeq2 angkat...i heart Yana so much...wat ever it takes i wont let her be alone...well you can count on me in taking care of her....Her entire life...jus preparing now for my studies..
im not interested in marriage first...after my studies then im gonna talk about marriage with Yana and only her...EOY coming and getting scary...
i hope i passed...to you peeps out there...good luck and study hard...
Y These Wounds Just
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