Thursday, November 30, 2006
8:43 PM

jus came back home...my sis and my mum are still at causeway...they doesnt go home yet...well i started to ache all over....sumtimes i wish she was my gf....welll i started out with a death list...check tis out


Nash Ace Death List

*Want my Family to be back Again like usual
*lead a perfect life
*mother kindness,caring,love and respect
*father hardworking,not a spendthirft,faithful and respect
*sis love and respect
*life happily with my dear Adeq
*And Find A Good Wife Tat Can Care For Me Cause i knew she wouldnt be you....

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im feeling so tensed rite now...dun knoe wat might happen the next day or the day after....well heres wa it says on the report card

Name: Muhammad.Nasiruddin Bin A.Samad
Age:14+
Birthday:25/02/92
Blood Type: -Nil-
Sickness: (find out yourself)
Birth Of Sick: 4 Months

Wtf does tat supposed to mean?well wat ever it is i dun care and i dun need anyone rite now....please go away from me everyone...dun disturb me in msn nor frenster or on the phone cause i wont entertain nonsense nor bullshyt...so stay out...
Well maybe todae might be my last family outing....

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
3:47 PM

yesterdae didnt update cause i was in a hurry....i went over to yishun to meet faizal,his gal,shaheeda,meera and wan...but wan came late so i went off....we hang around quite fast...as i need to rush home for sumthing...well tat was yesterdae news....lmfao...todae news is tat anyone noticed a scar on my leg?well its for u to find it out urself.....well todae kinda bored...im feeling sleepy...and after i ate maybe i go sleep again...but decide later at 5pm....online talkin to shaheeda and troy....

Report will be out todae...well going to hospital and got my check up....Hope The Report Will be Green...Cause if its Red Then All i could say is 'bye bye'
No matter wat i'll watch you over...and one more thing before i got my report...i wish tat ikah would forgive me...as an abg i have to give up....well all the best in everything you do including my family....

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Monday, November 27, 2006
5:44 PM

Second post of todae...haha...jus a short one...Need People To Check Out My New Frenster Skin...Created it Myself.. add me up or check it if u already added it heres the email nash_ace@hotmail.com or prince_ace_angel@hotmail.com my two frenster acc....tat will be permanent...check out the profile...its very nice....peace

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Sunday, November 26, 2006
4:45 PM

Well Todae was quite a bright sunshine morning...woke up at 7am...then i went straight to bath....and cook myself breakfast...as my sis was using the comp...after i ate...i watch TV.....then i listen to LP Song and Slept Away In Lalala Land...lolx...after tat i woke up at 12.34pm and went online...i saw no one was online...only Nabilah....haha...speaking of her...many people are jelous between me and her...lolx...well she was sleeping so she didnt reply me...watever it is....i went to play NFS Most Wanted....played after 35 rounds i went to chat at msn back then went to edit pic and frenster profile....
after tat i update tis blog...now writing...still bored...dun knoe wat to do....feeling lonely....wheres my Gurl didnt call..sian la....haha...step gurl jek..lol....tomorrow or tuesdae maybe going out with Faizal 'Family'....ive been thinking to myself...why doesnt i have my own adeq like faizal...he hangs around with all his adeq at 1 time...but non of my adeq,sis,abg hang out with me in 1 time....wats the use of them when they didnt call me,didnt talk to me,didnt ask about my condition...only faizal family are interested in me....tats all i can say...i hate being a assh0le but tats the way people judge me....well you can go to hell if u dun like my style....im jus being a loner for now....i stil havent found my job...will be going out to find it again...well i really out stranded in cash....soon i will have nothing to eat at home...not outside or at skool....i need help on finding job...its hard to find job nowadays...i shouldnt have left the Design group...if not i would have cash on my hand...but all those cash arent pure...its not a good money.....i will find my own way to survive.....peace.... Funeral For A Fren

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Saturday, November 25, 2006
8:28 AM

Very Borin Day Todae,,,i still cant get over it...why must Jehiah Gone Leaving Us...i cant bear to see him off...its really pitiful....well todae was seem sad...will be going to jehiah wake soon at 1.30pm..now is 8.26am...woke up early cause i couldnt sleep....well i was thinking of who Mr.B is?i wonder who is he...i'll ask shaheeda later...i guess shes keeping a secret from the family...hahaha...well i was thinking of sumthing to write yesterdae since i went out and it was borin...luckily my mum was not a bored to me...so i wrote a quote...here it goes

I've Seen you walking away.Your loved words echoed in my heart.I could Sleep in your warm arm and be gone in a dreamless sleep.I would turn back to you and peered into your heart.Love is like a Troth(promise).You love has Vanquish my heart.Only you can occupy my empty heart.


Well i turn a new life...cause ive found sumone tat i truly love and tat person truly love me too...Since i cant get love outta sumone else...so i wont waste my tears and sorrow...ive to go on..well shes perfectly fine for me...i love her a lot and she too love me a lot...the times goes by as everydae we spend our time together...no matter wat i'll be always be her side...and i wont leave her alone...ive to take care of her...no matter wat i wont leave u cause ur sick and i love you always...i wont judge u by ur life...i judge u by ur kindness...tats wat i am...tat gurl is my life and i will take care of her my entire life..so i hope you guys wont destroy our life...you destroy our life,i'll destroy ur entire family.tats my promise

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Friday, November 24, 2006
5:40 PM

same shyt different day eh?haha...tat happen to me...well todae went out to meet faizal family and himself obviously...but before tat in the morning i online...talk to shaheeda...then i went off at 9.27am....meet tat mat rep perasaan handsome.....meet him at admiralty...went to Upper Thomson Road...need meet his PO cause of probation....well i met my uncle at there also....he ask me if my probation has ended...i told him tat my probation will end next 4 months...unless i do sum crazy shyt again then i'll continue probation...arh like hell siah probation....then after faizal ended met shaheeda...talk to her....laugh together....then faizal Sulk cause we didnt tell him about myself....he wanna kill himself cause we didnt tell him anything...well he didnt cause i finally tell him about myself...well i wont tell u guys cause its my family secret...and its between us and only us....well we find book at cuzway.....then went to pyro....speaking of pyro....i was the person tat gave that place the name....i was the one who start hanging there since P5 with my boys...but then i left it and Rais took it over...after Rais Left cause his place now at hougang,Azuwan and Faizal took it over...well wat ever it is...tat place shouldnt be abandon by anyone....i still love tat place...it have many sweet and bitter memories...then wait for Wan and meera to come back they didnt...so i and shaheeda went home after waiting for them quite long....we went off at 5.45....reach home at 6.08pm.....then went online...now talking to Eurydice and Shaheeda and also Troy cause he was sick...poor Troy,Sick again after so many days.....Get Well Troy and also Marlynn....See All The Design Kid Tomorrow..peace out... Nash_Ace



Ps:My Deepest Condolence To Mr Rodrigues Jehiah Family and Himself...May God Bless Your Purify Soul Fren...I'll Always Keep You In My Heart...Your Thoughts Will Always Be With Us and Thanx For Those Sacrifices...I Cant Afford To Lose A Great Fren and More Like A Bro To me...Rest In Peace My Beloved Jehiah...May You Find Your Peace In Heaven...

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Thursday, November 23, 2006
4:37 PM

im sick of everyone...ive waited for faizal almost 1hr then he appear...damm it la him...but still went for interview....went to amk macdonalds and then to the new macdonalds McCafe....eat at there...went for interview also....i wonder why....well anyway...nabilah all the best alrite?hehehe...and Keep the Name Fedora Ace...its kinda nice...haha....well tats all...peace out peeps...

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
3:49 PM

kinda lonely todae...ahhh...nvm im always lonely...ive kinda had a crush on someone yesterdae...not amirah sister la...i jus play around with aris only...shes someone i know for a long time..now im feeling depressed....i thought i had every companions tat i ever wanted...well it change my fate todae...i got lost and no one will be there by my side...not even frens/adeq/abg/sis or foes...not a single person is willing to stand on my side always....all of them are treacherous(DISLOYAL)!!!they are unworthy to me anymore...i dun give a damm about them anymore...all i care is about i love myself and always myself....you want me to trust you?Trust me first and Be Treacherous....if you ever hurt me again i'll be vengeful....i'll wont take any hesitation to be sketchy on ya...remember....one stupid mistake and im gonna take ya out....tat goes to everyone including my triads and sis/bro and foes....remember...


PS:GET Well Soon Shaheeda...Sakit Kan?Hahaha!

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
7:24 AM

Weeee..todae going out with faizal,shaheeda,azuwan and amirah....hope todae picnic would be fun....thought of bringing atikah along but she's too busy to take care of her adeq....well nvm....im looking forward todae....its 7.26 am here....jus hoping todae wont rain....ive prepare my bag and stuff....thought of bringing vodka but change my mine...brought along Grape wine with me....
atikah remember pray a lot ok?hahaha....the one we talk about yesterdae....well im kinda bored right now...so thinking of drawing grafitties....well take care now...byes

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Monday, November 20, 2006
1:35 PM

Nothing to do at home very borin de....now updating my blog and eating a toblerone chocolate...wohooo...so nice....my fren bought it at New Zealand....so awesome.....the chocolate is so tasty....back to todae topic...i dun seem to understand why atikah said tat if im with tat gurl she and me will have sumthing going on....atikah you should know who...we talk about her yesterdae....the answer is No...cause i wont have any feeelings for her cause i treat everyone as my fren and i wont fall in love again...not untill i finish my skool or untill i get my bike....=)..and after i got my bike,i'll fulfill my promise tat i made to atikah...to ride with me and travel all over singapore...hahaha...kinda weird but will try to....well todae my sis went out to look for job...the manager stil havent called me....when do i start work or where do i find work...i need money to pay off the house bills...or i'll be in deep trouble.....

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Sunday, November 19, 2006
12:00 PM

i didnt slept the whole night looking for jobs....and sumone made a promise tat she would call me...but she didnt....i was so frustrated tat no jobs are applicable...all jobs are in jurong area...but still i'll be going over to downtown east to find job....pizza hut....i'll try out at admiralty first...cause ifazal and aliff wanna work there so i join them....if admiralty is full then i'll be going to jurong...but its far...wats there to worry...im jus want to earn sum money since im in stranded with cash....(Debt)...so many debts....sian la....tats why i need to find my own money to buy books and other stuff for next year sec 3...mother isnt giving any money...and still she wont buy the books...need to earn sum money myself....wat ever it is im looking for a job todae and tomorrow....untill i got the suitable one....and to tat person who promised me tat she will call but she didnt...i hope you do call me before 12pm

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Saturday, November 18, 2006
4:08 PM

Woke up at 5.30 am...and nothing to do after cleaning my room...went online...saw no one was online only Nabilah...chat with her for about 20 mins then i went to sleep back...tiring...woke up at 1030...then went online again...while chatting eat my breakfast at the same time....eat all the way munch everything tat i had at home...so hungry de....now boring at home....still sleepy....boring at home...dun know wat happen later...going to beach tis tuesdae...hope it will be fun to ease my mind from bored...

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Friday, November 17, 2006
4:49 PM

jus came back....borin day man....sick of tis blame people....why cant they jus leave me...all i got in tis world is the person tat care for me...most of them arent truthful to me...get backstabbed...i wondered why Yana tag my blog...Yana u mind explain everything??and why ur boy keep irritate me?wats gotten into him?has he got a braind damage?or he wants a brain damage?wat ever it is...i know him la...hes the Idiotic Razi...obviously who on earth doesnt know...everyone has been damming him....now faizal is talking to me about those hits...i wonder how will faizal take care of tis...i hope it isnnt the vioolent way...cauuse ii dun want him to get into trouble...although faizal thinks its personal...it has cause his family...im not in his fam though...but razi has hurt amirah and hadziq also...tats wat i heard la....i dun know...still now sure about the situation....let jus wait for next week 21st...go to beach baby...yeah homies..haha...

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Thursday, November 16, 2006
3:13 PM

I Cant Belive it...my own father take a spell curse on me....wtf....he curse on me so i can follow...omg......fcuk you dad....why do you have to use black magic!!!...tats isnt like you....wth do u need me for?!!you gon your new wife and ur new born child...wat the fcuk u need me for?omg...dad how could u belive in those such stuff?!!!!!and mum why are forcing us to go to grandma house anyway?!!!wat is there at their house?Borin!!!!i cant give a shyt again...and i aint going back there.....
Theres Been Rumours Floating Around Some Hot-Shot Sold all His Design Company Worth Of $3000...and Then Been Hated By Everyone...Well tats Me...Such An Idiot i am...well i wanna lead a normal life...dun wanan be rich nor poor...jus lead a normal and perfect life...all i need is sumone tat can love me and both my parents back like it used to be....me and them are drifting apart...and it seems tat no one is there for me all the time...Everyone would hate me...even if i dun care.....and Kid!!!you go TO HELL!!!!!i hate you...why would u leave Troy Design after i took u in....i took u in and left us?!!!how could u do tat to us?!!!you dun have the guilty conscience!!!i took u in to my team and you betray me?why would u left us because i cannot accept you....its not fair Kid....i can be with u...but we can still be best-bud and be in the same Fam...like it used to be...sister and brother...like always...i cant give u my heart cause i already gave it to sumone else..sorry but please dun leave the Team and join other Design...
Competition is coming and drewing near....we Need Help Kid....and dun block me off ur msn....

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
5:20 PM

Boring DAy as Usual...atikah tk fair uhk....You Go Back on your words ....you said i will online later....when u reach home...or call me...when u reach home...hahha...nah i understand...maybe ur tired....haha...dun mind anyway...later at night maybe i'll be sleeping early...cause tired...later maybe after my prayers i'll be sleeping already....tired arh...sorry for those compliment...going out tis 21st only on tat day....going out to picnic with frens....not thinking of the worst cause....its obvious that they all will smoke for sure...well cant be with them while they are smoking cause sum one wont like me do tat...you know who you are...hehe...
my favourite adeq of all....hehe...got nothing to do...edit pic but still lag...aiyah...very sian...

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
6:08 PM

borin deee....at home got nothing to do....woke up at 10 plus....go down shop buy sum stuff and eat...hungry liao...mum not cooking....build my body while waiting for 12.30.....i exercise to keep fit of myself...getting all the muscle back again....long time didnt build up....then online....no one online to play GB and loot around in TMB....loot until 2 billion....then rest a while...eat fried chicken...cook myself...-_-...all by myself....then chat upload pic at frenster then photoimpact lag...fcuk siah....lag a lot....decide to delete it and didnt edit my pic and upload pic on frenster...sian la....i dun knoe if i can go for sec 3 like tis next year...sian myself de....boring dae borin night...boring morning....


Anyone Interested to Go Out With Me Tell Me De...Im Bored Liao....

If You Adore Me Tell Me!!!!

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Monday, November 13, 2006
2:07 PM

wow Night SAfari was Fun....ahhaha....it was dark at first in the entrance....but later the trip on the tram was interesting....while on the tram was so funny....i was looking on my mother side cause there was tis cute little deer...baby deer....then when i turn on my right side...there was tis ant-eater sniffing my leg..hhahaha...i was so shocked tat i scream....my sister scream also...so funny man....the ant-eater then move....i almost kick its face....hahha...the ant-eater was so damm cute...i feel like touching it but the tour-guide say we cant touch it cause they might mistaken out hand for a carrot...A Carrot???lol....hahahaha....the trip was fun...after tat i went to see the Night Show...wow the show was great...then there was tis guys he act like retarded....he told everyone tat his maggie was missing....his maggie was very small...then later i found out tat his maggie was a snake....a huge snake.....everyone scream when the snake was crawling about...the show ended up with a small creature putting all the recycle material into the right Bin....the animal was so cute...once step sure die...hahaha.....he move so slow but very cute..haha...i forget wats its name...but tat animal was a recycle mascot....tats all for todae.. peeps...update again tomorrow....

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Sunday, November 12, 2006
5:22 PM

wahhhh...Borin at Home....Boring liao....Yesterdae talk to atikah on the phone so long...untill 12 plus....then i on comp....chat with afiq atikah and other fren....then play gunbound...and tmb...untill 6am...then 10am woke up...bath,breakfast and on at comp again...still no one online...The Later my mum come back home gonna go out to Night Safari...weeee...book the tickets already....hahaha...so nice family outings....please dun call cause i wont be at home....especialy atikah...hahaha....tk mo cal abg uhk...cant wait for next year...Sec 3N1 Here i Come....it would be troublesome cause theres all the N3 clowns joinin the N1....sure cant concentrate in class...nabilah have been asking me to be her partner at tat claSs...and i agreed...cause im not so closed with the N3...hasif also has not been with me...hes been always with Yat and Taufiq....so hes be ignorin me...well i still close with FAizal,and nabilah only at tat class..sian la....-_-
tats all for todae....cooking lunch to prepare myself later going out.....byes guys...take care and gals also..

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Cikgu mariah House Was Crowded ler....so many people came and too crowded....and theres a lot of Sec1 came...so noisy uhk....and sum more blocking my way to eat and watching the TV....cikgu open Finding nemo and Ice Age 2 my favourite....hehhe...But it was fun at cikgu house....faizal ask razi to go out cause he wanna speak to him and me...but then razi fled....so coward..why does if he have to run away if he doesnt have the conscience??Hahahaha.....enough of him...i already forgave him when he seekf my forgiveness...but i dun understand why he must backstabbed me and talk crap behind my back??!
well i learn from sumone tat we must be forgiving so i do it....i dun knoe why people have to backstabbed their frens...now i dun knoe whom to trust...tats why they say...'Keep Your Frens close,Keep Youe Enemies Closer...tats all for todae...see ya again...its 12.42am....wah very sian and sleepy...getting flu already...
talking to nabilah about next year and atikah sending her Stan song....

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Saturday, November 11, 2006
12:01 PM

todae going to cikgu mariah house....so nice of her to bring us all in...hahaha....arifin ask me to go to cikgu asmah house but i cant...cause have jemputan later...aiyo...so troublesome....hehe....2.30 meet at yishun mrt....so late siah....hahha.by 3.30 i must chow already....

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Friday, November 10, 2006
5:02 PM

My Brain Trashed.My Heart Scattered.My Blood Dries.Im Sick Of This Soul.I Don't Knoe About This Pitiful Soul.Cant Understand The Exhausted Soul.But EveryTime I Try To Understand It, It Avoid Me.I Just Cant Be Happy With Other Soul.Cant Get Along Well.Im Hanging Onto These Threats Tat I Never Knew.The Pain That I Never Brew.I Jus Let It Run.The Thoughts That I Never Came Across My Mind To Give Up.Why Cant Everyone Be So Frenstic?Does Everyone Has To Point The Finger At Me When Sumone Is Hurt?Its So Sweet To Put The Blame On Me.But It Never Been Better When You Think It Comes Back To You.This Life Smacks Me Too Hard.Problems Blow All Over.Blames Get Harder.But Im Still Bearing These Pain.Need To Open My Eyes And See These Crapful Citizen.So i Can Run From All These Nightmares.When I Talk It About,The Problems Ain Walking Out.I Just Release My Emotional Goes All Over.These People Just Want To Convict Me.If I Had A Gun,I Would load It,Put It On My Brain And Pull The Trigger.I Try To Tell These People It Wasnt My Fault.When They Know Their Fren Was A Criminal,They Wouldnt Idolized Them.They Just Sit And Cry.Wish Their Frens Would Die..You Can See Through My Eyes.These People Jus Never Give People Like Me A Chance To Mak It Up.They Would Just Take And Walk Away.People Will Say'Look At Him!Walking Around Creating Scene.Im Just Sick Of Him!' Or Sum Shyt Like Tat.When I Was A Baby I Never Knew ABC.My Idiotic Father Never Even SAy Goodbye.Damm Tat Baby Was Me.Never Think For My Own Sake.Why Dun You Citizen Try To Listen?Put Yourself In My Position.I Never Justified Who Ever Has Faith Within Me.Nobody Knows The Pain That They Made.Well Enough Said.What Are You gonna Judge Me?Civilian Gonna Take Me Or Not?



Well To Razi~Dun Seek upon Me Anymore.I Aint Gonna See Your Face And Dun Come Back Asking for Forgiveness.I Already Gave You A Chance And You Blew It.You Backstabbed Me!!!

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Thursday, November 09, 2006
5:47 PM

Nice Eh?Kid And Me.....GerL_MuRdeReR and Ace_MuRdeReR 

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Damm It La!!!!i got 15/20 For IMT.....Tats A Shame To Myself....Lose by 1 god damm Mark!!!!!if Not I Would Have Won Single Shooter!!!!!



Damm It La....Kid Was Using My Acc Yesterdae And Yana Boy Scold Kid.....Damm It....Does He Know Who The Hell Hes Dealing With?!!!!Kid is Now Under SM(Street Mayhem/Street Mafia Racer).Theres More To Know If He Wanna Be Fly To Over To The Other World....I Aint taking Risk Anymore.....
Now Im Taking Care Of:

Ikah,Irah,Kid,Faizal,Hasif,Aliff,Iskandar,Karim

Touch And Go Then it will be touch and Bear The Pain

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Time:6.09Am...
Occasion: IMT Comp

Imt is gonna start in a few hours and i cant wait....its feel like a dream....my Dream has come True....


Warning: The Thing Your About To See Is Me Losing Cannon.....Im About To Loose Cannon Soon....Cant Take It Anymore!!!

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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
5:19 PM

At home very borin...so stressed up....who is participating in tomorrow comp?!!!sumone please call me and tell me who...Mdm.Sal havent reply to my sms...damm it la...i need to know who is participating....if malay guys are participating then its good...all i know is KK and Seri....but dun know of KK is coming tomorrow...i heard hes working....but like that i go alone siah....wah very sian....i hope tomorrow i win second place...my sister got third so i was aiming for second....wanna be better then her and get my Marksmen....weee...i wanna be the first person in my batch to get Marksmen....tat will be awesome....please fulfilled my wish god....when i god it....i'll be very grateful...thanx to Miss.Ng and Mdm.Sal for giving me tis opputurnity to take part in IMT.....

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006
11:39 AM

weeeeee.....jus came back home....wah very sian....eat also like hell.....now at home hungry....i cant belive it Mr.Adam is my Grandmother Brother......and Afiq(2N2 is my uncle)?omg.....wth!!!so weird....hahahaha....cant believe it....im bored at home as usual.....feeling low and pain all over....ive got the song tat was written by Addy....thanx addy...Addy is my uncle fren...he is a malay song composer in singapore.....appreciate the song Addy........now hes asking me to do a demo for him...arh shyt....need to find sum band to do the music...guess Razi band is good to do the demo....tats alll....tired arh

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Friday, November 03, 2006
8:54 AM

see Ya guys around on sundae or mondae...i wont be at home so dun call me guys/gals....i'll be busy....Troy u know where to pick me up and find me alrite?kinda bored so play game...no one is online....arghh....boring man....no one to talk to no one to speak to no one to joke with....

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Thursday, November 02, 2006
4:20 PM

been lying softly on my bed dun know wat am i gonna do.....i helped mum cut the onions.....instead oc tears strolling down my eyes blood came out of my fingers....i cut my hand while cutting those onions.....bleeding and painfully.....after tat online back....hand still pain...but jus type like hell and slowly...dun knoe wat im thinking about untill my mind was sumwhere else....

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
7:12 PM

srry i had to lie to ya guys i was going to my aunty house.....Reports Are OUT!!!!!!!
SilenCe Gonna Me An Answer.....It Doesnt Take Me Long For 5 Years....I Would Treasure it....its enough for me.....i wouldnt mind anyway.....Trying to Change These Fable We all In......Im going through a Big Wall oF DeAth.....Trying To Forget My Memories....Forget My PosibiliTieS.....My LiFe is s0 TriAl.....i wOulD Let YoU gO buT CaN YoU LeT Me gO?Fate is CruEl tO mE....I Cant GiVe Up HeR DreAmS.....

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todae was fcuked up....i was with the 2N1 malay students for raya....and it was so messed up....i was with them....it started of fine when we all meet....then later got screwed.....at amirah house izwan was beaten up by the 'minahs' under amirah block....he was beaten while we were in amirah house....everyone was so tensted about it....izwan went home cause he was hit badly....i had a spar with atikah inside the bus....well it goes well....shes good.....i had a scar on my hand....its ouhk though......i was so trouble at arifin house....atikah keep bugging me and i was irritated.....so i ignored her out.....i hate to be irritated and i aint like tat shyt.....so i hope you understand....i dun knoe why u must make me irritated.....i already have many problems lies between myself.....please people dun add up to my problem....i dun think im going to cikgu house....sorry cikgu.....i feeel very akward....im gonnna lie silence....will get the news from me if i wanna stay or go....tat mean its forever....jus waiting for the report...if tis bad then i can have a bad life....already had a bad life since i was born........dun knoe why.....

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