Monday, December 25, 2006
3:21 PM
In my mind I’m a fighter/ my hearts a lighter/ My soul is the fluid/ my flow sparks it right up/ An arsenic writer/ an author with arthritis/ Carpal tunnel, marshal wit start shyt-it is/ hardheaded and hot-headed/ Bull-headed, pig- headed/dik-head a brick I’m sick, quick wit it/ for every lyric spitted/There are six critics/ Who wait for me to slip wit it/ so quick/ this dynamite stick/ Bury the wick/ its gonna explode/ any minute some lunatic lit it/ And its not nelly/ do not tell me to stop yellin/ When I stop sellin/ I'll quit so, so stop dwellin/ I’m not failin/ you fcukers are not ready/ Cuz I got jellie/like designing a pot belly/ This is destiny/ yes money/ I'm off runnin/ so get off of me I’m not slowin or softening/ No apologies Nah sukers i’m not sorry/Yall can all sue/Yall can be the cause of me No apologies Yall fellin the force of me/No remorse from me/Like there was no recourse for me No apologies I’m not even acknowledging you at all/til I get a call that god's comin No apologies Laugh fcukers it's all funny/I can spit in your face while you is standin across from me My hand is a pillow/a weepin willow/ I cant sleep/ a pain so deep it bellows / But these cellos/ just help to keep me mellow/ Hands on my head/ touch knees to elbows/ Im hunch over/ emotion just flows over There cold shoulders/ the both frozen. You don’t know me/ I keep sayin/ I can't stress it enough/ So keep playin/ and stand next to the subs/ I choke mics like affixiation/ When I’m straggling when my own throat masturbatin / Fcuk ya I’m a basket case/ and I mastered this rap shyt/ Til my ass gets wasted/ Til my assassination/ til im slain cause of some f4gs infatuation/ 44 mags fascination a taste for disaster and if that’s the case/ This song isn’t for you/ its for me/ a true m.c./ is wat he do just to see/ if he still has it/ and if his skills mastered/ he able to spill raps/ long after he killed that’s a/ a real m.c/ got u fellin me whether willing or unwillingly/ u still agree/ as long as still this hunger in me/ and will in me then expect a longer life expectancy/ ill be a savage beast/ if I didn’t have this outlet to salvage me/ inside/ ill be exploding soaked in self loathing and mourning / so i’m warnin u don’t coax me/ its silly oh really a sheep in wolves in clothing/ who only reacts when he gets pushed/ don’t be…. Fooled/ the press blows up this whole thing/ its stupid the don’t know/ because they don’t see/ that i’m wounded/ all the did was ballooned it/ i’m sick of talking about these tattoos cartooned it/ that’s why I toned it out/i’m sick of duking and while puking and you too/ you can don’t expect no sympathy from me/ i’m a mc this how i’m suppose to be/ cold as a g/my heart is frozen it don’t even beat/ so expect no apologies don’t exepct no sympathy from me/ i’m a mc this how i’m suppose to be/ cold as a g/my heart is frozen it don’t even beat/ so expect no apologies
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
5:07 PM
damm rain rain....i wish i could stop all these rains.....maybe todae going out to buy my skool shoe...see if mum allowes me to it...if she doesnt then tomorrow i'll go with Kid....but siti already ask me out with yana tomorrow...i'm not sure if im going with them....cause if i go with Kid she will gimme a ride on a bike....hahahaha....well tis morning she send me off to central....as i wanna buy sum food for sis....im tired of sitting and making these excuses...im bored with my daily life...i want to withdraw from the competition....but i dun wanna give up....well tats all...im bored...im going to composed the song tat i havent finish....take care all...peace
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
5:35 PM
todae in the morning went out to meet kid...she wanna have breakfast with me...thanx kid...shes been nice to me lately...i guess everydae everytime...hahaa..love ya kid....hehehe....well then i went home...gave sister sum money as she wanna go out...then i gave my mother a few bucks also...as she doesnt have any money...tats the money i earn from working...tat working is also for 1 day....now i not work anymore...sian la....tats all my hard earn money goes....haha...alrite....im off now...byes...kinda sick...peace
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Friday, December 22, 2006
12:33 PM
todae had my worst morning...i woke up at around 8..took a bath then went online...make breakfast...then ate......went online all the wat untill 12.32pm now...im preparing myself...cause i want to go to my uncle place.....repair his comp or sumthing like tat...damm la...maybe his house got internet and then i can online again...hahaha.....take care now...peace...anything call me at night boys and girls...peace
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
5:30 PM
jus feeling bored todae....went to skool alone and see all those NCC ass....all very demanding siah...i give them torture since Ms.Ng ask me to take care of them while she take my shirt....hahaha...pity them liao....tomorrow maybe i'll be going to skool for NCC....i dun think so la...lazy....haha...sum more no money inside ez-link card...and jus now at skoolll try to guess whom i saw?haha...obviously my Favourite Cikgu Mariah....hahaha..she was talking to a few students...get to chat with her for a couple of seconds only...cause dun wanna disturb her as she was busy....Cikgu Online Often alrite?Me And Ikah Misses ya....hahahaha....cikgu planning to do sumthing for all the streams...i dun want wat is it...dun wanna be kaypo.....well after tat i saw diyana...she wave at me like always...haha..then i wave back...she talk to me for a few seconds as she was late to buy books..and i dun wanna stay longer cause Mr.Z is at office...he already told me to cut my hair...hahaha..later kena lecture....then i went home...inside the mrt theres this 2 girls wearing scarf....attitude like shyt siah...keep staring at me...then their boy came...and they said 'ape tgk tgk'
then i ignore them and said 'tk dilayan arh'...so i alight from the train as it was at ang mo kio....then rain...sian la..kena walk 20 mins in the rain...now kena flu and fever already....fcuk ass la....alrite till now..im sick...byes
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
1:02 PM
dammm day....woke up early int he morning...fcukin ass call me up....get a fcuk from me and he put down the fon...thats for waking me up when im sleeping....stupid boy....dun call me when im sleeping....Troy tell ur cousin not to call me up in the morning again...or imma zeroed his ass....fcuk damm...now cant sleep...fcukin rain,fcukin flu,fcukin fever,fcukin SP Macdonalds......my sis jus got fired workin in Macdonalds...tat fcukin manager says shes not qualified....my sis had work a long time but she didnt get to eat...fcuk tat manager...i aint going to SP Macdonalds again....well im asking every of my contact in msn to get me a job...afiq and nurra has given me sum reply...but i hope to get a good news from them....
if not there willl be no skooling for me next year...hahahahaks....but all good...well im off...cyas
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Monday, December 18, 2006
8:52 AM
Heres sumthing tat will refresh our memory.....
Tawfiq says:
eh ko maner nye arh?
Sinister Angel says:
aku nye baju tk semurah baju bdk kau....
Tawfiq says:
ko maner nye besar sak nk bobal ngn aku gitu:
Sinister Angel:
ko ingat aku ape...bdk bdk kecik per siol...aku pijak bdk bdk ko...
ko ingat ko nye brothers pegang pisau aku goyang per
Tawfiq says:
Kalau tk goyang turun sengkang arh buto...
Sinister Angel:
ko ingat aku ape anjing ko per siol...ko takut per sak aku kene gi tempat kau...
balik masuk bawah kain mak ko mengaji lagik bagus la
Tawfiq says:
eh ko rilek suah arh eh...aku tk takut
Sinister Angel:
ko nye bobal cam mat rep zaman dinasaur siol....aner der org ckp cam gitu skg...
Tawfiq says:
eh ko nye adeq angkat atikah kan....ko nk aku rembat dier per...aku hentam dier kasi mampus sak....aku panggil bdk bdk aku rembat samer dier...
Sinister Angel says:
eh ko pegang atikah aku sumpah aku akan bunuh ko dgn tgn aku sendirik...ko mau mati per siol cari psl ngn adeq aku....kau doa byk byk sebelum ko buat ape ape kat adeq aku eh...skali ko pengang mampus ko aku kerja kan...kepala buto nye sundal....
Tawfiq says :
asl takut per siol aku bikin adeq kau?eh kau nye kwn shaheeda tuh tjr kan...
Sinister Angel says:
eh ko jgn sembarang tembak arh eh...slh tembak mampus kau...
Tawfiq Says:
da la aku mls arh nk lyn bdk bdk kecik cam kau...
Sinister Angel says:
sape yg kecik skg dok...kau ke aku...ko branak tahun brape....umur ko brape...
umur baru setengah jagung....rokok pun isap tk btol....
HAhahah....then asssh0le went offline...such a gay...motherfcuker physco.....dier ingat aku goyang per siol ngn dier...fcuk la eh....todae kuar ngn faizal...anyone wanna follow?gi interview
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HAhaha...since Ana asked me to do tis survey...biol sak tuh anak...
1.Hady Mirza
2.fedora
3.Yana
4.Troy
5.mafeeso
6.ikah
7.shaheeda
8.faizal
9.Siti
10.Farah
11.cristy
12.Ana
13.Kid
How did you meet 10?
nope....but we planning to meet sumdae cause she wanna go walk with me...xD
What will you do if you never meet 1?
hmm.....no idea....i guess i wont be his adeq and be in the same design team as he is....
Have you seen 4 cry?
err....nope...cause Troy never Cries....Hes the most Fierce in the design team...hahha...sori aite Troy..
Do you think 9 is cute?
HUH!!!!Siti?CUTE?!!!holy shyt.....hahaha....ok la i guess...cause she is my adeq angkat....
How did you get to know 8?
hm...i get to know faizal from skool....he was bullied by my in the first dae of camp but we get along very well...
hes like my small mat rep...hahah...sori aite faizal...
Would you ever go on a date with 12?
huh?go out date with Ana?hmm....i wouldnt mind if she agress to it...hahahaha xD
What is 7 favourite colur?
shaheeda favourite colour?arr....no clue...dun ask me bout tat....hehehe...sori ya adeq...
What will you do is 6 expresses his/her love to you?
Who is 4 going out?
Troy Girlfren?lemme see....he has 2....hahaha....one is Diyana and the other is Shanaz
Who is 5 to you?
mafeeso?ouh...hes a brother of mine....and also my protector....he would cheer me up when im feeling down..
love ya bro...hahha...
Would you evr live with 13?
live with kid?hmm...i live with her once before went i fought with my dad....i stayed for 3 months before going to home...hahaha
Is 2 single?
fedora?er....i dun think so...obviously shes with faiz rite?if not she would wrote faiz name all over her blog and frenster....lmfao...
What do you think about 3?
Yana?ouh....she funny....very quiet...haha...last time when we are together she always nod her head...very springy...hahha..sori aite Yana...
What is the best thing about 8?
arrrr....he would accompany me everywhere.....like interview,slack and everywhere...when i cal him he surely come....he never fails to say 'pantat kau arh'...hahaha
What do you think you like about 11?
cristy?awww...shes funny...very pretty.....adi likes her though...hahahah....shes my adorable adeq...love ya cristy...
Favourite memories with 6?
er....everydae after skool and the time we stead during the holidae...went out with her...everytime i go out with her makes my day happy...shes funny and would entertain me when im bored....love ya lots adeq....
People Whom I Want Em To Do...Farah,Shaheeda,Fedora,Atikah,Ina,Cristy and Nini
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
5:14 PM
Todae i got nothing to do at home...the office jus call....i can go for interview tomorrow...but i dun knoe whom to go with....maybe calling faizal to go with me....yesterdae...the info came...check tis out
The 8 Diciple:
*Shaman God-Troy-Wild Racer
*Blood Fist-mafeeso-forest fist
*God Slave-CableGod-Governt
*Dragon Moon-Mrs.Koldkilla-Eurydice
*Season Killer-Mr.Koldkilla-Ophegus
*Brother Sky-Nash-Night Wolf
*Demon Beauty-Kid-Queen Gamble
Brother Skinny-Steven-Mr Lady Hunter
All The Unknowns:
Dr.Wind
Silent Kid
FAtty Choo
Drunk Renegade
Mr.Tt(Total Takeover)
T.J(The Judas)
Night Killer(Night Bloods)
all these people are wild....the unknowns...they tend to hurt....betray them and bear....unless ya kind enough to slow talk and they will accept ya....
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
2:03 PM
Well Ive Found That Fcuker...told ya the world is small and you cant never hide from me....
Muhammad TawfiQ bin FairuZ is tat assh0le name....
Sengkang pri tO SerangOOn seC.. is that fcuker skool...
soon all i need to know his his brothers....and i'll know which side is he on....
and then i can find his address...and then we shall see who is the greatest now....
There Are 8 Kinds Of Sharper
*Beauty-Cheats out of beauty jus to get money
*Reinforcment-call for backup when needed
*Words-talk with good words but all lies(to get info,money Etc)
*Cleaner-'clean' out sumone...leaves no traces
*Guti- watch out for foe,other clan,clan members
*Supplier-supply food,smoke Etc
*betraying-betray other clan after joinin em jus to get info,money etc
and the last one im still trying to solve...
im in the fourth one.....Cleaner....tats my job....
got any prob seek me up...
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Friday, December 15, 2006
12:25 PM
omfg....phew nasib baek sak member tk tercekik mati...phew....had a worst choke ever...which fcuker says my name?damm fcuk to core arh....dun disturb my life arh...nk sumpah belakang belakang...skali aku rub.....mampus aku kerjakan.....curse curse curse.....bobal werld only......all these people no guts to talk face to face.....fcuk arh.....talk to me nice ly i'll treat ya better la....u fcuk with me i'll fcuk with ya worst....go get urself a life motherfcuker......wats with ur life tat ur disturbing other people life......disturb other people life...why?not enough sex? go fcuk ur mother la....sundal nye anak....tawfiq konon...namer cam cartoon network......haha....tuh nini besar nye sundal arh...puki tk tau nk letak ner...baru umur 12 tahun da brani nk hang orang...sikit pun tk goyang la....asl nk kene tukar url ni....alah tukar pun dapat tahu jugak la...tapi asl kene ader pass?gentar per....alamak adeq adeq arh...is tis ur url motherfcuker? http://www.sweetvengeance-.blogspot.com....
asl mau letak pass?takut per siol...kalau aku bole carik url ko....rumah ko pun aku bole datang la.....tk ya risau nye...kite jumpe nanti abis ko aku kerja kan....
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hmmm.... Now I feel so breathless.....I can see that I've been crying.....You can't hide it with a lie.....What's the use in you denying.....That what you have done is wrong....I heard him promise you forever....promise come and go.....If I Got a question for ya,you should answer with no doubts....cause it would bring misery...Promises takes to keep anyone blind....EveryTime i try to get closer ya push me away.... You Told me it's much too soon...I just can't help it....My defences are never gonna hold...I've always gotta lose control.....You said That you think we should wait.....please don't hesitate...Sometimes I need to remember just how to breathe...Sometimes I need you to stay away from me.....Take all your faithlessness with you......Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well.....Sometimes I just feel like strangling you myself.......every second after second i can pretend who u want me to be.....I tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me......I told I everything loud and clear....But Nobody’s Listening......Call to you so clearly.....But you don’t want to hear me......I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress, hair full of anger.....Never forget the Blood, sweat and tears......there's emptiness at home.....I'm running out of patience and my life is over.......I'm running out of patience.....well I will obtain my reason for you and I have gained a reason for you but you left me......I take pity in myself..........Everything feel so far away from me....Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet.....All I ever think about is you.....Trying not to break, but I’m so tired of this deceit.....What do I do to ignore wats behind me.....Do I follow my faith to escape blindly......, trust no one no and live life in lonliness....I just end up gettin hurt again.....If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer.....Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer..... I needed someone to love me but you just left me here and allowed me you know I needed someone to love me but I'm all alone....
This Is Dedicated To My Adeq Atikah
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
6:15 PM
weeee here i am again....tired of my singlehood life...and teen life....i had the worst childhood...so i hope i dun blew up my teenhood and manhood and fatherhood....i wanna be sumone tat i never met before.....imma change back to the way i was...so if anyone
want to hate me, tell me cause i will hate ya
if ya love me, tell me and i'll ask ya
if ya wanna kill me, i'll hand ya over the knife...
cause i wont go back on my words...i live up to my words..
tats me...ask around...im the man of my words...
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I Have to do sumthing before my mother start bytching about my frens..dont fool my boys cause i aint say shyts....damm h0es say sumthing tat make me mad....so i grabbed tat stupid bytch by neck and twist her head....when u came and talking trash,imma ripped your head off...dont tell me about youself cause i wouldnt care....my blood is so cold...dont try to stop me cause i cant be stopped...dun take my side cause you know you will never survive...motherfcukers stop wasting my time...leave my sight cause your not fit to challenge me...
todae i woke up at 9 sumthing....take a bath and went down to meet kid...thought wanna slack out with her but then rain....fcuk la...go up home then i went online....fcuking irrritators stop talkin and irritate me...your the pain in the ass....
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
6:33 PM
weee back again...im jus here to say sorry nini i couldnt accept your love alrite...im jus waiting for my right one...i knoe you love me very much but i cant force myself...im really sorry ya...please forgive me....
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.........borin siah...feel like going to faint liao...yesterdae i got a majoy headache untill tis morning....after came back from visit at hostpital...poor Troy havent recover yet...maybe tomorrow i'll be fetching him home...since he always fetch me home....meeting kid tomorrow also as she want to go along with me...tats good i have company...haha....well todae woke up at 10 plus...then bath and went down to meet steven...because he wanna give me sumthing....then i went to meet him....after tat he bought me a pepsi can and a chocolate...then i went up home to online...aiyo so sian la..borin liao....peace
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
1:18 PM
This Post is about my life...and if you are not interested dun read...cause you might not like wat u see....so close the window now...press alt F4 or click the red X button....
1.) 11 years gold
Got ditched by my father
2.) 12 Years old
mother,sis and me got beaten up by tat coward inhuman fcuker(my dad)
he sold away our house and went away to batam only to return 1 month later....
3.) 13 years old
-Stabbed Tat aSsh0le
-sl*pt with *** at Downtown East chalet while having BBQ
-met a wonderful adeq called ikah
-met a wonderful bro,faizal
-end up in a gang clash
-faught with my own bro,faizal
4.) 14 years old
-met a sweet adeq called Ina
-reached my 30th ex
-stead with ikah,shaheeda,kid,aqyl,yana,siti,mira,ain,nini
-Caught by the police for smoking rioting
-4 years to turn over a new life before my soul is taken away
wat doest the future holds for me next year of next 4 years?
you have a choice,still be my fren/adeq/abg/kakak/bestfren or not...cause i wont force....that is my life...im jus trying to be truthful....lastly dun get in my way or bear the pain...stay out of my way and i'll keep you outta my sight....i wont hesitate to hurt and tolerate no nonsense....ya hate me? stab me cause i wont blame ya...
Nash_Ace
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
4:58 PM
Wooots....borin borin borin....no on online liao....12.30pm....haiz haiz...not a single mingle manusian pon online...so sedey sak.....well....decided to call off kid....and troy pick up....ask me to join him play soccer at the street soccer court....well i went down....after half and hour we stop....troy bring me to coffee shop...and treat me a meal...haha...thanx troy u always treat me liao....i'll pay back when i got my salary...or when i got my job...xD
then i went home...Troy send me on his Kawasaki bike....wooots...so fast...hahaha....then troy went off...and i went home....went i reach home...kid call me....aiyo....she ask me whether got see her brother la...then i say ya he jus drove me off and she put down the fon...wat a wierd girl...hehe...sori kid yeah?..
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Borin de at home.....Had Nothin to Do....sis Went Out Cause Going Fer Interview....i Sprained My Left Ankle Nia...Sad Sad..T_T....dun knoe wat to do....all thanx to Troy...Step On My Leg Sum More...Damm You Troy....hahaha....Thanx Kid psl u massage it for a Few mins...appreciate the thoughts...not like ur brother...hahaha...hehee...well...its all good now....hoping tat faizal can make it tis mondae...going out with him...since dier nk kuar sgt...and imma going out with nini also tis mondae...me,nini and faizal and other few of nini fren going also....well...tats all...oh ya and lastly...hope u guys like my new skin...hehehe
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
3:19 PM
..........I Guess I didnt moved on with my life.....i beat out everyone in the spar court.....but still injured though...got a black and blue cheeck....hahahahahah.....so painful....damm troy...sakit bodo....hahhaha...sori troy...but it hurt leh.....hahaha...i guess tats for me cause i beat everyone so badly....even u troy....kesian kesian....well i pwnage everyone....still wanna come?hahaha....well troy dun ferget tonight go gym leh....ko dtg lambat aku kasi lagik sebijik....hahaha...troy ur age wat arh? 21 years?and lost to a small kid like me?hahah....haha...welll tats all now...oh ya lastly...i had tis weirdest dream....i dream of atikah and me going to skool together...hahha...i guess the time for me isnt up yet.....maybe i jus miss her too much....see ya when the skool open adeq(ikah).....i guess....peace
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
5:43 PM
from morning woke up....i went down to shop and meet kid and also troy....then we walk to the market as my mother ask me to buy sumthing....but i went there and it has finish...fcuk la...so sian...waste my time...but lucky kid and troy went along....walk with him at central...then troy went home...so kid and me eat and she help em find job at macdonalds...thanx kid for the treat...ya know how much i needed it..hahahh....well jus didnt eat the whole dae though....well surprisingly i didn ate yesterdae and manage to do 52 push-ups,342 crunches,25 sets of jumping jack,32 sit-ups....tat way too much...i can see my body back in shape...hahaha...preparing for the big day next year....weeeeee....i want to come fully prepare....dun wanna come and lose....its for me to win....and i wont let Troy down cause he has train me a lot...not to mention coach and Steven...Coach and steven has been the one setting up all my courses....but steven has been torturing me lately...jus wait steven...i'll get it back on ya....hahahah...and bobby dun forget tonight spar....at the void deck....meet u there alrite?and make it after 12.30am cause i wanna see animania.....hahah...childish?nah its a matured cartoon....hahaaha...see ya guys laters...peaces
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Monday, December 04, 2006
5:23 PM
Jus Messed Up My Head....i didnt knoe tat i could do tat.....i jus broke off with her....hahha...so fast?well yeah...didnt knoe....too bad then...i still cant focus on my new life....maybe i'll jus let my mind ease...and try to overcome it...
Theses Wounds Jus Wont Seems to Heal....
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............nothing to do at home...went online and tis stupid bytch grab me by my neck asking for help....well i block her up.....and went talking talking to msn update my frenster...weeee,,,went attached again...to a girl called aQyL....i bet sumone know her....well tat person is Yana...she probaly know her cause old fren...haha...well i hope i seek mor of aQyL love and care......jus want to find myself a love and wont get buged over the past history.....well no used over...well if ya wannna knoe about me?im from Deft Tone Race Club... Name is Nash_Ace AkA Ace_MuRdeReR...
and Gerl_MuRdeReR is Troy Sister...And Troy Name is Daniel...oh ya Gerl_MuRdeReR AkA Kid Is Nur Natasha....
well we are allies with All the racing club in my frenster..check em urself....im lazy to type all of it here....peace out assh0les
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
3:40 PM
woooooo....the second song is complete....jus preparing for the cords...im gonna play the guitar....but i dun think i could still play guitar...hahha...already so decade didnt touch it....
i'll jus try to play it for the band....but wont perform though...sure kena 'booo' later...si paiseh....hahaha...well if ya wanna get a sneak preview of the song jus tell me...i'll be glad to send ya the song through email....but only song...the other one is so touching so i wont let anyone see it cause later theres no surprise....well the song tittle is Lose Your Way And Words And lastly is Ocean....but the song Ocean isnt ready yet...almost complete....half way through....maybe by tomorrow i'll finish it since todae i wont be sleeping cause i had to strive to get food and im hungry from yesterdae i didnt eat....hahha...well tats all...
PS: Fire Fight Will Resume Soon...and Next Year I'll Be Going Against Faizal Fam To A Spar....
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
6:01 PM
Jus HaD Nothin to say todae...i jus finish composing the song tat Natasha told me to...AFter Been Through Times I've Finally Came To Realise I Was jus a dream.....i Was never mean to be in tis story...Love Taught me to Lie,Lie Taught Me To Die,Deaths Taught Me To Betray But Betray Cause Me Sins....if ya wanna knoe listen to the song tat i compose go to Esplanade Hall....Next Saturdae...it will be showcase live by the Design group at the hall......Tis is song is all about my life and Sins.....
oh ya....anyone who doesnt like me can go off cause i wont bother much...i aint having a good day todae...
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
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Friday, December 01, 2006
4:19 PM
Sit Home Nothing To Do.....Waiting for the deaths to break upon me...never thought it would be so fast...all i wish for is tat i can love long...sumone is hoping for me to die....well i wont say that person name...but i wont give my asset to tat ass....tats all for todae...peace
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
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