Friday, December 15, 2006
11:09 AM
hmmm.... Now I feel so breathless.....I can see that I've been crying.....You can't hide it with a lie.....What's the use in you denying.....That what you have done is wrong....I heard him promise you forever....promise come and go.....If I Got a question for ya,you should answer with no doubts....cause it would bring misery...Promises takes to keep anyone blind....EveryTime i try to get closer ya push me away.... You Told me it's much too soon...I just can't help it....My defences are never gonna hold...I've always gotta lose control.....You said That you think we should wait.....please don't hesitate...Sometimes I need to remember just how to breathe...Sometimes I need you to stay away from me.....Take all your faithlessness with you......Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well.....Sometimes I just feel like strangling you myself.......every second after second i can pretend who u want me to be.....I tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me......I told I everything loud and clear....But Nobody’s Listening......Call to you so clearly.....But you don’t want to hear me......I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress, hair full of anger.....Never forget the Blood, sweat and tears......there's emptiness at home.....I'm running out of patience and my life is over.......I'm running out of patience.....well I will obtain my reason for you and I have gained a reason for you but you left me......I take pity in myself..........Everything feel so far away from me....Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet.....All I ever think about is you.....Trying not to break, but I’m so tired of this deceit.....What do I do to ignore wats behind me.....Do I follow my faith to escape blindly......, trust no one no and live life in lonliness....I just end up gettin hurt again.....If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer.....Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer..... I needed someone to love me but you just left me here and allowed me you know I needed someone to love me but I'm all alone....
This Is Dedicated To My Adeq Atikah
Y These Wounds Just
Dont Seems To Heal
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