Wednesday, January 24, 2007
9:43 PM
jus went home from NCC then went straight o bed....after bath and ate....lolx...then i woke up and update tis blog...regarding todae in skool was borin....nth much to do...then met cikgu...she ask me...so i told her everything.....haha....then i went off after talking to her about a couple of minutes.....cikgu offer me a help....but i dun think i needed it...all i need was a job...thats all.....thanx for the offer cikgu though...i appreciated it so much.....tats all for todae...kinda sick and sleepy....need to study sum more....im taking a coffee....lmfao....alrite im off...byes
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
4:14 PM
now jus went online to update my blog....sorry people if i online and tell ya i online back....cause im going to see a doctor...im sick....haha....didnt kn0w wats wrong.....in school i was so fined but when i got home i suddenly felt sick....haha....btw Ikah thanx a lot for giving me the free capsicum......much appreciated i owe ya one....heheheks....alrite at skool was fun....my maths teacher mr.dinesh was fcukin funny....he give all of us pressure to answer his maths question....if we dun get to answer it he will told us to stand for the whole week...hahaks......luckily i got a chance not to stand up....lucky i remember the laws....heng...lmfao....i forgot to explain...haha...i jus say anyhow...haha...i forget how to say...after i can sit down after all the stupind explaining then i remeber it is simplest form...hahaha....then mr.dinesh also laugh....hahaks...freakin funnny....alrite guys im off...jus beep me up if anything happens or wat...taking care....
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Monday, January 22, 2007
7:43 PM
well jus finish my CCA todae....well its borin.....at home and also at CCA......still hungry....when i reach home i ate 2 plate of rendang meal....hahahaks...isnt that awesome.....then i ate another plate of kway teow hongkong....hahaha...its awesome....making me so damm full.....well i still havent found a way to get to pay my fined....damm it la....so wth...i dun give a dam....take care all...byes...btw yo nong....ya still can ask me if ya tag my blog...haha...damm u yo nong....funny siah jus now at chem lab....its freaky...teacher angry liao...play water,acid...lmfao...byes
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
6:42 PM
One More Person Asking Where I Go Would Get a Big Shyt Outta Me.....i dun know why people keep asking me same question...... The Evil FreeStyles Will Take Over Me Now....i dun know why the hell i change to be good or bad....its both way i end up the same...so imma change to be both good and evil.....more Good and more Evil.....i will balance both Good and Evil....Ju Shut the hell up and get me in my way....i dun knoe why people tend to ask me questiong.....it was only fair tat i was born,with a set of horn...86% of Gangsters Are Black and Brown....14% are White...so Tempting To Get Sticky.... Its went Trick Trick pick me up when it got drunk....These Voice Get It on my head....you might see me on the streets gettin dark....Jail Break Volt its the music of the life....everyone jus feel they can relate to me....these kids on the street hanging on us worshiping the godfather....but they dun see that they dun get remorse....they jus want to loose sum mind so they could get attention.....all these judges want to convict.....and the police blames me.....and when everyone is against me.....i couldnt...i wont be fit to talk....but you did pull a shyt too by lying about my life-hood....they jus tell the judges its my fault...but not knowing its not affecting ourselves....we jus need to explain it....we jus need to explain to all this kid tat needed it....no one every sit and shyt wishing they die....
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Ace is Back People
Finally Im Out...Even Jus For A Day....Lucky Shyt Happens....I Was Out From Court Order....But Still I Need To Pay A Fined Of $50 A Month.....Where The Heck Am I Gonna Find It......Need To Pay The Fined For A Year....Well it was sum crazy thing....happen.....first no one welcomes me back home....isnt tat bullshyt?
tomorrow come to skool sure kene scold by teacher...havent bought all the files....no money...mother aint giving me sum to buy...and also my bus fare....transport fare and money to eat in school and at home....she also didnt cook.....well wth la....cant get a work...no one to support me...Troy and kid already done enough for me...and so is mafeeoso.....they have done a lot for me....maybe its time for me to stand on my own feet....earn my own money....
well i jus found out....
Frens,FAmily Dun Mean Anything....In THe End Gangsters Are the one helpingout their frens in trouble.....wat the hell i should say more...goodbye people....so long...im off...ya can see me again in skool if ya want....peace
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
3:52 PM
Wat the fcUk ya think im doing tis for?Im doing tis for my own sake....by tomorrow if i didnt get to pay my Fined then im going to be 'Fine'....maybe wont see ya people for a few weeks......well tat might be a good reason for me....im sure ya guys will miss and not miss me...dun knoe about everyone...
before i cant update anymore i have to thank Troy,Kid,Mafeeso,Siti and Shady for collecting the money for me....although ya guys didnt get to get the amount i really appreciate the help....i got my fcukin job but it all turn sour....motherfcuker Retailer....i hate Tis life....its making me harder and harder....i aint got nothing to do else.....i have been searchin for job for almost 13hrs everydae....and its makin me sick....now im sick and still didnt stop trying cause i know i need to support my family and also pay my fined.... people say hardwork effort pays so i live up to them and wont give up till i get a job....i really hope i get a news from em todae....im off rest for a moment before going to look for job again....and dun think i look the same doesnt mean im fine cause i dun want to show off my sadness....
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
5:31 PM
To All Spammers And Blog Hoppers Please Write Your name If Ya Tag On My Blog
Todae i went home early....i study like hell in skool...haha....after skool thought of going home with ikah...but she left without me...hahaha....i didnt know so i waited for her....hahaha....like a fool...hahaha....well didnt mind anyway....she did apologize so its all cool.....now at home eating sumthing....ohh man...been Fined $350.....i had to pay the Fined of $30 by tis Friday....if not im Dead Meat...if ya wanna wat i mean ask me urself....welll now i ate the bread and mee tat i sister fren bought.....haha...always me buy her meal....its her turn...even its not her money...lol....well im off now....maybe sleep soon....
Bleed Bytch Bleed!!! Bleed Bytch Bleed!!! Bleed Bytch Bleed!!!
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Monday, January 15, 2007
5:22 PM
fcuked up todae....kinda bored...had to design atleast 3 design for my god damm class....asif only has done 1 logo and tat is our class logo.....he took so long jus to design 1 fcukin logo.....its making me irritated siah.....and i need to do all his design job.....i truly hate design already......its making me headache.....i dun know wat to do...my blog sum damm assh0le spam there and didnt even write his/her fcukin name.....and my sis blog also the same.....fcukermo.....why so cocky to spam our blog but so coward to write your god damm fcukin name......wats the matter?scared of writting ur name or your name spell 'S#IT' ?if your name spell like tat then i wont mind ya dun write ur name on my tag box cause its ugly....so ya dun mind jus fcuk off my blog and dun disturb me.....dun remind me of my past as i put it already behind me....i dun mean to curse or put vulgar words here on my post as my beloved teachers is reading tis blog.....but ya dickhead force me to do so.....wtf should i do if i dun give ya any sh!t......ya fcuker will still spam my blog.....for god sake please write ur name on the tag box if ya dun like me so i know.....and i wont hurt ya if ya tell the truth....Truth never hurt for me.....only LIES....So Be WISE!!!!
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
3:37 PM
bored day at home...always like tat la...so suay...well todae jus ate breakfast then went online...had nothing to do...talk to troy,syd,bugsy and AG....then now i jus post watever i do...so borin...maybe tomorrow i go to skool...obviously rite..haha.....oh ya regarding the post on my tag box...who the fcuk is tat i wont mind...tat person is trying to remind me of my past...to all design team ya know tat when the olden days i was called brian...so tat ass trying to recap my memories of that name...like wtf do i care...so long peeps....if i found tat ass imma beat the hell outta him...i aint got no mood yesterdae after tat incident...peace
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
5:16 PM
Well i forgot to mention yesterdae in my blog tat i saw hidayah brother...aww her brother is so small and cute...jus like shikin...i mean short...shikin aint no cute...hahah...but hidayah brother is damm cute...i jus feel like crushin his face...hahahaha...
well todae i jus make sum tiff off...went bla bla bla...and then i ate my breakfast...haha...i cook myself duh...then i slept for a moment...sis came home...talk to her...bla bla bla...then talk to ikah....then she wen off so was i....then now i online back jus to update my blog as i forget to do so...haha...alrite...if anyone needs me jus beep me up...then it will ring...hahahaha....alrite peace....btw Troy i kept calling ya but no one answer...if ya reading tis theres a prob in the zone...check them out alrite...taking care everyone...peace
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Friday, January 12, 2007
8:02 PM
Been Home Quite late.Jus went home and update my blog.Obviously jus bath rite?Dun be an idiot uhk.Well had takraw CCA todae.Then meet Farhana sis,cause ask for chuck number.Well Farhana Has been missing for a few days now.Well hope she can go home soon.And lastly anyone can do me a favour?I Need a favour from anyone.Beep me if ya can help.Thanx.
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
8:12 PM
well todae im damm bored at home no one to talk to...i was wondering if i could go to skool.....tomorrow....sian la....todae i got no mood to do my homework...tomorrow let tat Mr.Dinesh scold me i wont mind as it was my first time.....so i dun give a dam...now talkin on the phone to ikah as both of us are bored...thanx ikah for spending my bored time with me....damm bored...im hungry...my idiotic mother didnt came home and didnt cook...go to hell with her.....i dun give a fcuk.....wat ever uhk...im bored...byes...oh yes Troy thanx for sending me home jus now...
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
3:03 PM
Yesterdae had NCC went home late so im lazy to update...todae i didnt go to skool....had my personal reason....only 1 person know it...you know who you are...hahah...alrite...im sick and i had to do other stuff todae...tats why i aint going to skool...maybe homework will be tonned...hahaha...watever it is im bored to death....i aint eating anyhting...jus chillin at home...heres sumthing i learn:
"Sometimes, to do what's right, we have to be steady and give up the thing we want the most. Even our dreams"
Well thats wat i learn todae....if you agree then its cool...but i dun mind if ya dun agree...tis is my personal opinion...wat ever it is...im going off now...jus took my medicine...well take care now im off...byes...anything jus called me if your bored....
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Monday, January 08, 2007
5:21 PM
Jus had the spar against Azuwan...its a good match...but i aint not up to my standard...although i lost,i still lost in pride....i had a hard time...i didnt win because when the first time i hit him,his face suddenly change....i knew that face...it was the same face those people shown me...once that face appeared its best to leave it....cause when you make another strike it will become worst....i lost to him to 3 falls....i had fractured my hand and it became worst...and i got a cut behind my knee and on my toe...it doesnt matter...its still fine...tomorrow i'll be having ncc...dun knoe how to cope...i want to dedicate tis post to shaheeda because she had massage my back while it ache....thanx shaheeda....and i wan to thanx sumone because he told me that most of them at the 353 hated me....and lastly to iskandar...thanx a lot for beating me again....even though i didnt hit ya back cause i still respect ya as my bro...and faizal i wont spar against ya cause i dun have any grudge on ya...and amirah...tk mo majuk majuk...its not azuwan fault....dun be sad because azuwan beat me up that badly....and i hope i would get better soon cause ncc tomorrow...hope i can get into sec 1 camp with all these ache....im not complaining its jus that i have to post wat happen todae and want to tell everyone that i lost and its alrite...to karim im sorry i didnt live up to my words cause i still have a hard time fighting over it...the feeling of it came upon me...i didnt want to lose control of myself again...i lost my control once and i beat that person the the death...so i dun want it to happen again...neither non of them want to see it...thats why...sorry guys and gals....peace
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
2:23 PM
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I still dun get a clue was in the content of my heart,should i either wait or should i jus forget about it.I really dun understand wat i really wants.Everytime i try to get a ease it comes back to me.No matter how hard i try it wont fade away.I dun understand myself.My brain gonna explode any minute any second now.Its getting complicated.Still cant forget how much it hurts thinking of it.Cant slept the whole night thinking of these stupid things.It seems my life was never been happier.Wat do i say?Wat should i do? I feel like i love sumone but i dun knoe who that person is.I never love anyone else but i dun knoe who does my heart wants to belong.whether its willing or unwillingly she stills agree.But i dun knoe who does i love.Its getting complicated.My emotions jus blow all over the place.Its getting so complicated that i dun knoe what do i do.Making a decision is hard for me,Cause one wrong step it will make things worst.Lemme decide it over for sum more time
Ikah sorry if i ever cause you any prob..about all those calls...
Secondly if any assh0les got a problem with me,try to solve it with me and dun involve anyone else...dun be a coward...stand infront of me and talk...i dun think ya have the guts to stand infront of ME!!!!If i found out who is the cause of my misery i'll come and spit into your face and make your life miserable and you wont never forget it
I'll Make everyone life miserable tomorrow...im geting fed up now...cause ya jus hit up my walls of hatred....now ya will be hated...ya have hurt my love ones...and tomorrow i'll bring hell and pain to ya...Jus watch...i will be in a bad mood tomorrow...so get in my way and i will get you burning in hell...and i mean it...
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
6:23 PM
You're Graceful,youre grace falls.
Down around me in my eyes.
You're lovely,your love leaves,so easily in my eyes.
Another Day Left Waiting,
Alone in my room with no calls from you.
So i call you up,but you let me down
Falling down around everyone except yourself
I thought that this world never end
Things were so clear but they fell through
High hopes of problems never failed
Thinking of the best
You're graceful,you're grace falls
Down around me in my eyes
You're lovely,your loves leaves
So easily in my eyes
Another day left crying
With you in my room with nothing left to do
You say that im not right,you said its over now
Stand anooyed with no one around,I though that tis world never end
Things were so clear but they fell through
High hopes of problems never failed,Thinking of the best
You're graceful,you're grace falls
Down around me in my eyes
You're lovely,your loves leaves
So easily in my eyes
You're graceful,you're grace falls
Down around me in my eyes
You're lovely,your loves leaves
So easily in my eyes
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Been Away too long eh?anyone misses me?hahaha.....yesterdae i was in skool the whole dae...damm it was quite boring...nothing to do...Mr.Felix all sleep early siah....me karim and iskandar....had nothing to do so we talk cock...eat all the KFC and the chicken wings that the 4T1 student BBQ....so kind of them the BBq for us....haha...actually they do that because of the parents of the sec 1 student....it was so funny.....well that was yesterdae....todae was more interesting.....i had to rush all over the sembawang to run errands.....like a mad dog siah...hahaha...well in NCC receuitment dae was great....we had more applications then last year....about 40+ cadets join us tis year....i got promoted to Coporal also....that is the awesome part.....wooots....and the usual guys me,karim,nigel and iskandar had a wonderful time hanging around the parade square....joke with atikah for a while....hahhaa....the malay dance student looks like a peacock....hahahaha...no offence...we joke around...mai and nadia was the funniest...karim j0ke with them and nadia got angry with him...haha...
todae was the best dae of my life....freakin funny....alrite...im off now...kinda sick and tired...
anyone wanna call me please call me at night....maybe tomorrow going to bach road to sew my new rank and buy sum NCC badges....or maybe go to library with karim to find sum bo0ks...byes peeps
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
4:10 PM
Well im back home from first dae of skool...should be going to NCC todae but i dun have mood since i look at all those stupid faces of the Sec 1...all so irritating...stare at me...i dun give a damm...cause i dun want to find trouble with them as they are not up to my standard...not a insult but i jus dun feel like it...dun wanna go back to those place.....i jus hate my life...my teachers are all so naggy....i already told them i havent bought sum of my bo0ks...jus shut the hell up la....so many idiot and sacrastic question...making me irritated.....wat ever it is...i dun care about skool...im feeling bored of skool...i wont be in skool because of atikah....she encouraged me to go to skool...if not i wont be there...i also force myself to go to skool todae even im sick...cause i dun want to take back my words which i had promise....its not the kind of my to eat my words up.....btw atikah sorry ya adeq...abg really sorry...tadi kene bully...hahahahahaha.....so sozeee....k i jus saw cikgu mariah jus now...hahaha...miss her a lot...thanx cikgu....cikgu mariah pekak uhk...hahah...pekik kuat pun tk dgr...hahahhaha...k la cikgu i cant online to talk to ya or anyone...im going to sleep arh...no mood siah...damm day...so boring...damm sumone get me a god damm job...i need money urgently....ive been thinking of stopping skool siah...so get bored....wat ever la...and Nabilah...bobal werld sak...kater nk duduk sebelah aku kat class...abih satu pun tk buat...BUIH BYK........so long people....byes people...SLEEP DAMM WELL!!!!!
PS:Atikah kalau abg tk call adeq dlm kol 8.30pm that mean abg tid0....abg penat and sakit uhk....
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
6:26 PM
Im Back again....hahhaha...jus posting about jus now with karim....well hasif tag along too....we had a great times...catching back the old daes when we were together....its fun with them...then i accompany karim to admiralty prim...he wannna go lepak then i went home...soo tiriin siah...tomorrow see the New me...the retard side of me...my pants everyhing...i hate my hair...well i want to be an idiot for a few months of school terms as i dun want those teachers too caught me again and give me a one hell of a time...hahaha...but around April you will see the old me again cause its been long after school terms....karim,asif and me agree to be nerd from tomorrow untill april or march....haha...we will rock the school after that.....well im getting tired...now i have to say....
SEE YA ALL TOMORROW IN THE SAME OLD DULL BORING SCHOOL
BUT FRENS ARENT THAT BORING...HAHAHAHA....PEACE
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bored to death at home...tomorrow start of the skool year....wheeee...cant wait...todae im going over to Karim house....as i want his mother to do sumthing....hahaha...well i might be going to admiralty at 1 pm...reach his house at about 2 plus....well be back home at about 4...i guess...lmfao...hahaaha....then maybe i went online and post again...im jus bored...sumone please call me...especially atikah call me i want to confirm about tomorrow plans with Nabilah....Peace
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Monday, January 01, 2007
6:16 PM
im back again....hahah....tis time my post of all my blog will be singpore time cause i jus change the setting...now i post before im off to eat and sleep....mum finally came back home...luckily she brought a big fat whole chicken...lmfao...wooots...tasty!!!
hahha...alrite then...anyone need me jus buzz me or beep me...anything ya want...taking care now...
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Wow i miss my blog very the much....been away for too long...so much thing happen...i dun really know much since i was not at home...been away to sum place very wild....not your kind of wild...my kind of wild...wanna knoe?ask me...i wont post it here...only my adeq atikah knoe about it...haha...keep it a secret....now at home very the bored....cant wait for skool to open...and most of all Happy New Year Singapore And All Those Peeps Out There...
I Miss my frens a lot...especially atikah....long long time never see her...very sad....haha...well i have to cheer up...gonna go to skool with her jus like the old times....
thanx for the time adeq...appreciate it....ouh ya atikah dun forget...nanti ape abg mau buat...dun remind me aite...alrite to all peeps...takin care...if anyone bored buzz me....im home for 32 hrs untill skool open....alrite then....peace out and hope you guys enjoy your holidaes....i wish i could...hehe...
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